Bloodgutsdevilcake - ~* Devil Cake *~

I don't think people should make fun of others for saying they have no friends in front of people who consider them friends because yea obviously we're buds but we're not as close as you are with other people and my debilitating fear of intamacy and constant state of lonliness tell me we'll never be closer than what we are now and I'll never be able to express myself fully to you because you won't understand that when I say friends I mean someone who I know will take all of me and say its okay without feeling like a burden or rejecting specific parts of me that I've grown to accept. I know that's never going to happen unless I get better but I don't know how to get better enough to feel comfortable with myself and not the portraits painted specifically for each person I know. So please understand that when I say I have no friends I don't mean that our relationship means nothing I mean that I am nothing to this relationship which has been copied and pasted to other people for so long and while other people are able to get closer to people I will find myself still sitting here watching us remain stagnant.

Get a guy who makes it a personal goal to make you cum as many times as possible.

me getting on tumblr to read fanfiction of my favorite mentally unstable characters:

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

𝕸𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖚𝖕. 𝕸𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖚𝖕. 𝕸𝖆𝖐𝖊𝖚𝖕.

hey babygirl, want to come back to my place and I'll inject you with this totally safe, definitely not toxic, chemical substance?

Okay, Okay, here me out-

Satan from obey me demon form but in this

ok but whys there gotta be so many aesthetics out there???? like they all look so NICE!!

At first I wanted to be punk in middle school because it was middle school, and what I ended up being was a lazy version of emo.

Then I wanted to be real pastelly and hipster freshmen year but all I did was thrift clothes and get called out by old ladies for dying my hair pastel purple.

Then sophomore year I wanted to be dark academia so I got a bunch of sweaters but really I jus looked grunge.

Now!! I don know what I wanna be but all these gamer girls and e-girls be hittin different but thanks to the pandemic I jus dress like a junkie in oversized sweatpants tied to fit my waist but not my ass and whatever shirt is closest. smh