Remembering Suddenly That I Have Friends I Can Call Or Hang Out With Whenever I Want And They Won't Judge

I don't know if anyone else thinks like this, but the real reason I love performing is because it feels like I'm finally showing my true self on stage. It's like ripping open old scars and touching tender wounds. I love the rawness of it all so much. And the high afterward is dizzying, like after an amazing kiss or a buzzy smoke sesh. It hurts but it's my vice.

28.12.24 (I can't wait to regret posting this LMAO)

Also holyshit why do fanfics have a way of literally changing your brain chemistry, I don't remember myself before that one fanfic where gee and frank escape from the mental institution (whatever the fuck the name is) and that one fanfic where high school frank gets into a toxic relationship with gee. Jesus christ.

My dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “catcher in the rye” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

Me: yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit.

5 minutes later: dude where do the ducks in the lagoon in central park go... this whole city is filled with goddamn phonies

My buddy mark david chapman pacing: i need to kill john lennon

Oh no the fic I'm reading is going to absolutely destroy me i can feel it in my bones oh my fod

gerard as cannabis sativa

Not a show but brokeback mountain left me unable to walk for 10 business days .it was devastating to say the least ☹️

i need more tv shows with gay people that will leave me forever distraught to watch

I NEED media to obsess over and make my whole personality

I hate stress because there's no real way to deal with it. It's either I'm in a perpetual state of screaming until the thing I'm stressing about is over.

Its so cold, but it's not sunsets over monroeville cold yet. But its soon. It is SOON

I burned some cds today😄

The quality is actually really good, I got it off this guy who had remastered it album 5 years ago It just sounds bad because of the app I'm recording on to get the cool effect lol

Used CDBurnerXP software to get it on!!!

frerard divorce era was legitimately crazy when you think about it

This fic is so unbearably cringe in some spots but it gets so fucking sad in others that I think the cringe is passable for it being written in 2011...