I don't know if anyone else thinks like this, but the real reason I love performing is because it feels like I'm finally showing my true self on stage. It's like ripping open old scars and touching tender wounds. I love the rawness of it all so much. And the high afterward is dizzying, like after an amazing kiss or a buzzy smoke sesh. It hurts but it's my vice.
28.12.24 (I can't wait to regret posting this LMAO)
Also holyshit why do fanfics have a way of literally changing your brain chemistry, I don't remember myself before that one fanfic where gee and frank escape from the mental institution (whatever the fuck the name is) and that one fanfic where high school frank gets into a toxic relationship with gee. Jesus christ.
had an asahi superdry today... i haate beer. Beer sux.. gimme more tequila, voddka cruisers, highballs. Im tired of pretending to like beer to seem manly. IM NOT A MANLY MAN!! IM NOT! A MANLY! MAN! I DONT LIKE BEER! I LIKE POT AND PRETTY COCKTAILS.
Some of my stupid art (and my excellent rolling skills!)
I've been thinking about the weather a lot lately.. idk if anyone else's music taste follows the weather. I can only listen to bullets and heartbreak in stereo in autumn and winter. Strictly. Any time else feels illegal.
I also have a performance tomorrow.. eek... but its only in front of my performing class so if I fuck up it's fine. The songs we are doing are more than a feeling and blackhole sun and I got pushed to do the clean parts for both.
25/Mar/2025
Why is the ship name jmart what are we shopping for
gay people are real
i couldn't be trusted with foreskin i'd be storing shit in there all the time the cashier goes 'that's £5.95 please' and i climb on the counter and hump the card reader and it goes Beep . my card was declined and i la banned from the shop
Remembering suddenly that I have friends I can call or hang out with whenever I want and they won't judge me heeeheeeheeeeee the best feeling ever.
Also look at these pantera and thisdockisholdinganaprilšinitsmelt pins I made!! I made them for a friend for christmas. I made another one of the pantera logo but I forgot to take a picture.
tummy tats
mike 16 read The Catcher in the Rye, J.D. Salinger also he/him im vaxxed xoxo
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