envying my friends in happy relationships but the thought of falling in love again makes me feel nauseous
getting tested for adhd soon but what if they end up telling me the problem is that i’m just constantly living in a dissociative state enduring the recall of all my old memories haunting me.
GUYS I CANT BELIVE TIKTOK GOT FUCKING BANNED
i’m going FERAL. made this while listening to yayo. i need joel so badly it hurts.
there hasn’t been a day since i met you that i haven’t thought about you. do you know how tiring that is?
college is so weird. it’s like your surrounded by thousands of people all the time but still feel so isolated.
i mean i like college. but i just want to go home. i want my bed i want my dog i want my car i want to see my parents i want to go to my favorite coffee shop i want to be alone i want to chill out for 5 seconds without seeing people i want to shower for an hour i want to see my friends i want to be home.
i am nothing in my soul if not obsessiveevan peters is my husband19 :))))
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