Latest Posts by be-ready-for-random-shit - Page 4

Tumblr is just a nice little place where you can take off your ‘real person’ face and roll around in piles of garbage tailored to your unhinged hyperfocus five minutes before you stand up and go back to your zoom meeting

this summer i will learn italian and french and russian and run a marathon everyday and work for three months and get fifty new ear piercings and read every work of high literature ever created and watch every movie. but most importantly just chill and relax

for real though Wikipedia is a great resource to get an overview of what you're trying to research and it gets too much flack for no reason

professors are always like “never use wikipedia as a source, anyone can edit that” but after going through 15 peer reviewed sources from jstor, i find the exact same info i got when i skimmed the wikipedia page

wb @ misha collins, apparently

I've breathed in just a tiny bit of spring air and I'm ready to become much much gayer

The gay thaw is afoot

When your gay uncle is homophobic

I feel like if I do this to my crush/friend we'll stop being friends... and by that I mean she'll probably ghost me because what the fuck

when you finally get to flirt with the guy you've been in love with for years and so your first course of action is to ... eat his hands?

kinnporsche really said "this slick evil mafia boss is going to fall in love with the weirdest most cringefail country boy imaginable and their sex WILL be problematic and extremely kinky" and then they just Did That

Looking for someone to run away and scream at the ocean with anyone interested

is this about Matilda or me 

nobody tears through library books quite as fast as a 12 yr old girl with no friends

actually everything ever is about patpran

I've already had this fanfic-y sort of relationship where we both had had crushes on each other for a long time before we confessed our feelings but in hindsight that relationship was hollow as shit. It was all about the aesthetic of loving someone instead of actually knowing and loving your partner for what they are. It didn't help that it was an online relationship, too. So I both want and do not want to experience a romcom-like relationship again, because even though it's fun at first, reality always kicks in eventually. It's like recording a video of popping a christmas cracker and making it look all fancy and pretty, but then still having to sweep up the confetti afterwards

All the romantic dramas I've watched in the past month have poisoned my brain and deluded me into thinking that I too have a chance at a genuine romantic relationship full of angst but also comfort and mutual pining which is as far from reality as possible and I am not okay

All the romantic dramas I've watched in the past month have poisoned my brain and deluded me into thinking that I too have a chance at a genuine romantic relationship full of angst but also comfort and mutual pining which is as far from reality as possible and I am not okay

YES TO EMBRACING SEXUAL FLUIDITY YES TO NORMALIZING CASUAL QUEERNESS

#bl tropes who? #the lgbt energy in this building is astronomical!

you do not understand i am so obsessed with them it hurts

Just like Uncle Tong said, we might not be able to change the world, all we could do was adjust to it, and live happily. We might not be able to change people around us. But they couldn’t change the two of us either. BAD BUDDY (2021-2022)

Like what do you mean deeper im already like knuckles deep

Being a queer female and having short fingers is like a curse I CANNOT FUCKING WIN

Being a queer female and having short fingers is like a curse I CANNOT FUCKING WIN

im on my winter break which means I'll be watching one gay show a day

Damn I can't wait

You decide to check out that kinn porsche show after spotting the gifs on your dash and four months later you’re knee deep in Gay Bangkok Bridge, Stairs of Death, lays and seaweed crisps product placement, architecture and engineering as the only two options in university, wet towel on head is the best medicine, rhapsodising over fan service, head pats and little hoop earrings in the left ear…

Bisexual Bingo!

ive graduated from watching thai bl to watching korean and taiwanese bl which means no more softcore porn and more fluff and screaming over a closed lips kiss

one day im watching a yt short of two thai actors jerking each other off against a bathroom mirror and the next day im learning thai and looking for student exchange opportunities in bangkok 

Me: I need some time to recharge

Also me: *falls down a rabbit hole of gay softcore shows and doesn't come out of her room for 3 days*

Me: I'm recharged now

what is tumblr if not a waste bin for all my hyperfixations 

sometimes after spending too much time in the real world you gotta dig a comfy little hole on the internet and watch two men fuck against a window to recharge

If it was possible to make love to a paragraph, this would be the one

why do all the words sound heavier in my native language? scratch that. why did I choose to seek refuge in a language of another instead of training my tongue to bear the heaviness of my own?

Yes I have a crush on a barista from the coffeshop near my dorm yes I go there everyday trying to figure out his shifts yes he's been out for a week yes I am miserable

Will I be enough for you?

In that moment, I was Thorn and Thorn was me

I had to take a break after reading that chapter because I related to Thorn so much. That desire to be needed, that thirst for companionship - I've felt it. All of it

Thorn admitting his love hits different