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(Edit) I have no idea if this post even shows up in people's feeds but uh.,,, no freemartin cows are not FTM? Am i stupid?? They are intersex. I'm glad I've learned a lot and I'm sorry I was dumb,,,

Nobody prompted me to change this or delete it this post has just been haunting me because it was a stupid thing to post. And I keep on thinking that I should delete it but honestly it's an important thing to keep up; I don't want anyone else to fuck up like this. Intersex people exist and are important and need to be listened to.

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Diary entry #18

I was with my grandparents at chilis and a transfem lady was our server. I wanted to shrink down and die because, although I wasn't paying much attention, I think my grandma asked my sister if she was trans. She wasn't near when I thought my grandma said that, but transfem lady at chili's I am so sorry I wish people were fucking normal.

I wish I could feel camaraderie (hope that's the right word) with the queer people that I see out and about, but I'm always looking over my shoulder to see if my grandparents are there because GOD FORBID i interact/even look with people like me I guess.

I don't say anything to them, I'm not the type to out people, but I look at them and think they are cool and maybe compliment them. I don't have any friends at all, let alone any queer ones, so these are the only people that are like me in that way I see irl. God I hope this doesn't come off as weird.

This is so me. I feel like I was a little boy, not a little girl when I was a kid. I was allowed to have any hobbies I wanted, masculine or feminine mostly bc of my dad. I loved Sonic and Mario, videogames in general, anime, etc. So that kind of helped me to view my childhood as more masculine, but obviously it doesn't mean that anyone with my type of childhood wasn't a boy as a kid, but I hope you know what I mean.

I just hope that one day this flesh shell will fit the young man that I am inside.

Ty for the end portion, it's nice to hear :)

to be honest, i don't see myself as someone transitioning into a man. it's more like, i've always been a man but now i am transitioning outside of the female life i was put upon. of course, it's no one's fault that i was raised as a woman. i was assigned female at birth because of my sex, but sex is completely different from gender. gender is something we learn, something that comes from within. i knew i was different as a child when i looked up to male cartoon characters, despised stereotypical female clothing, wanted to be bigger and muscular, envied the boys who would have good looks and get all the girls yet had a disgusting personality, etc. i've always been a boy, nothing will change that. and as the years go by, my manhood will be more prominent. you cannot hide, soon you will be discovered. it is impossible to go against your true self, i have detransitioned before and the manliness in me never went away. try all you want, but the little boy inside you is begging to be free. love yourself, do not be ashamed. it is okay to be happy. you are deserving of freedom 🫶 🏳️‍⚧️

remember those who could not make it to today. honor their memory. live for them.

this year, more than ever. remember those who have perished. live for them. live for yourself. existence is resistance

Knowing that trans women of color started the movement in the united states and were literally immediately erased and excluded from what they started is the most deeply jading knowledge.

It is the original sin of the so-called queer community and it damns it from the cradle.

Was expecting a shitpost for some reason but this is an excellent story/comic

How To Draw A Horse - a comic by Emma Hunsinger

I can vouch for finch. Makes me do stuff like brushing my teeth and I don't forget stuff as easily cuz it's all there written down

guys. please

I GOT FUCKING RICK ROLLING. ????

Edit- i may be a dumbass actually nevermind

Your gender is now the first randomized wikipedia article you get. No rerolls.

Hey folks!! Guess what? I'm finally in the process of getting top surgery!! Yay!! Unfortunately this does come with a lot of out-of-pocket costs and things not covered by insurance, so I've started a gofundme! Don't feel pressured to donate, but if you'd like to I've linked it below! Many thanks!!

gofundme.com

Donate to Jack's Top Surgery Fund, organized by Oliver-Jack Newhook

Hello folks! My name is Oliver-Jack Newhook, and I am a transman who is in the process of … Oliver-Jack Newhook needs your support for Jack'