i think we as a society need to start accepting that fictional love stories need to be a bit toxic for us to go insane over them… like, sometimes you kinda need the two parties to be obsessed with each other and fucked up and willing to bring each other back from the dead instead of moving on and go to therapy i’m sorry😔
every single person you know has something in their life and past that is probably worth collapsing to the ground in an uncontrollably sobbing heap over, so be nice to each other and tell good jokes
I wish you could notice me, i know you didn’t even saw my face, but please don’t forget me, please don’t.
I'm like if a nun didn't believe in god
it hurts so bad when you give everything, and you still aren’t even the second choice
sometimes i remember i exist and i’m just like oh fuck
sometimes all you can do is just look at your dad like. what the fuck my guy. and then move on
sometimes im fine and the my dad arrives, tells me something that’ll hunt me for life and leaves. He won’t remember anything in an hour.
sorry for romanticising the mundane. i have little else
perpetually torn between:
taking classic literature seriously and over analysing every detail so that I can deeply understand themes, motifs and references and absorb every poetic quote into my being OR treating classics as if they were just silly little stories about silly little gay people doing the most weird, unhinged and out of context shit ever (which they are)
to all the people saying son of nyx is a skip… sorry you didn’t experience every human emotion in the span of 3 minutes and 17 seconds like i did. hope you get some help