I Can't Stop Thinking Of Kissing My Friend What Does This Mean Guys

i have this horrible problem where i think everyone is obsessed with me. it's actually so serious, i need to stop lying to myself

another day another layer of disappointment

just remembered that i'm a real person with an actual body. why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

how do i atone for my sins holy shit

genuinely wish i could stop thinking. it's not even intrusive thought anymore, they're just so RANDOM i hate it

you either get batshit crazy about you or not interested at all there is no in between

IN THREE MONTHS I GAINED 4 KILOGRAMS WHAT THE FUCK THATS IT IM NOT EATING ANYMORE

have my first ever therapy session tomorrow does anyone have tips for me

i am so normal guys. i am going to be normal

i'm feeling so...normal? maybe everything before this was just fake