TL;DR Endless Pleading For Literally Any Social Service Nonprofit Etc To Help Yet I Still Cannot Fix

TL;DR endless pleading for literally any social service nonprofit etc to help yet i still cannot fix it.

I’m not getting help anymore here/otherwise, prior help was inadequate, still at perpetual risk of losing my car (and job, and house, and so on), beyond fucked on past due rent and utilities, getting more sick by the day, medical bills are just too expensive for the barrage of tests my providers order and urge me to complete asap since insurance doesn’t want to cover costs as I’m “too young” to be so sick etc… tell that to my body… going to work full time still negative income, I don’t eat anymore basically at all because I can’t afford it. Now an increase in severe health complications like palpitations, syncope, acute spike and drops in blood pressure, etc as a result of being so gaunt.

My credit is fucked because I had to pay a former housemate’s portion of utilities and other expenses for nearly 14 months straight without being reimbursed except for a very small portion of all they were responsible for. Had to take their bills on since they decided not to pay utilities etc and we couldn't afford to get our power shut off. I was financially unable to pay these costs at any point, any reminders i gave them like they requested incl. that i could not make my own ends meet were actively ignored, now dealing with all this. I feel like I’m constantly going to keel over at work, my partner hasn’t been compensated at all for like a month of work because the hr processor never actually finished filing their documents, I need gas for my car, I need us to eat, I need our utilities to not get shut off, I need to keep my car, I need to keep living in our house, I need to not want to die 27 fucking 7 and to get a chance to navigate my new diagnoses so I can get back to some semblance of stability, please can someone fucking help. Fuck all this. Thanks.

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