Do You Ever Feel Like You're Being Left Behind?

do you ever feel like you're being left behind?

rapidly approaching my mid twenties has made me think of my position in this life. still living at home, still single, still working in a job that requires no real skill, all these things I've done in my teenage years of studying hard, getting good grades to get myself out there, get an upper hand and here I am.

having a place on my own is too expensive, not feeling like anyone is capable of loving you for who you are, not feeling like I can take the plunge and go for a job I'd be passionate about.

there's nothing in my life that spurs interest, I wake up, go to work, come home, sleep. day in, day out. its a never ending cycle that I can't seem to break out of.

I've been finding myself falling into longer disassociative episodes more often, because I simply can't find any reason to be in my own body and mind because life is so mind numbingly boring.

maybe I should move out, maybe I should date, maybe I should change jobs, maybe I should get back into my old hobbies... maybe.

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7 months ago

https://gofund.me/05039d3d

Hi,My name is Aya. I am 26 years old, I am from Gaza and I have two children Sana'a is five years old and Wasfi is three years old

But then, October 7th came, and we couldn't comprehend what happened to us after that day .we left our homes, abandoning everything, fleeing from death, bombing and terror

My children left their warm room، their toys, their clothes, and their schools, which they miss so much that they look at the pictures on the phone, remembering every detail, their eyes filled with tears. I always refuse to let them see the pictures of the house or the food financial support to meet even or basic needs. the food is very expensive. we survive on poor _quality canned goods _

My children are suffering from skin diseases

and the gas shortage has forced us to use fire for everything _cooking and backing _ using plastic and pipes because firewood is so hard to find

please help us. Every contribution, even if small, will make a difference in our lives

Please donate! check out their page and their story. everything helps


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8 months ago

Nothing will make me laugh harder than Hozier spending an entire verse of First Time being like "my life was saved by the beauty of a bouquet of flowers, do you think flowers realize they're dying once they've been cut? How cruel we are to end the life of something that spent its entire being striving for the simple joy of feeling the sun. Isn't it crazy how they give it their all, trying desperately to be alive and to, if not stave off death, then to go out with beauty and knowing you have nothing left" and then finishing the verse by going "anyways" as if he just said that to you like, in line at the grocery store

10 months ago

I am consumed by fear that my mother might die in Gaza while I am far away, unable to help her. The thought of her suffering alone in such a dangerous place breaks my heart. I feel so helpless and terrified, knowing I can't be there to protect her or bring her to safety. Every day is filled with anxiety and dread, as I hope and pray for her survival amidst the chaos.

Donate to My mother's life is in danger, time is running out, organised by Issam Aziz
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My name is Issam Aziz, and I am 26 years old, living in the Netherlands.… Issam Aziz needs your support for My mother's life is in danger, t

I Am Consumed By Fear That My Mother Might Die In Gaza While I Am Far Away, Unable To Help Her. The Thought
6 months ago

This is extremely painful

every day i think i've read the most depraved thing humanly imaginable published in a western media outlet and every day they prove me wrong by publishing something even worse

Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet
Every Day I Think I've Read The Most Depraved Thing Humanly Imaginable Published In A Western Media Outlet

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4 months ago
Watched Kill Your Darlings! He's So Me!!! It Inspired My First Digital Art In A Year.

Watched Kill Your Darlings! He's so me!!! it inspired my first digital art in a year.


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1 year ago

Sometimes things don’t work out. It’s ok I don’t need to catastrophise. The world will keep turning. Dinner needs to be made. I get to tuck myself into bed. I am feeling vulnerable tonight and that’s okay .

8 months ago
Please Help Rawan's Sister, Israa! She Is So Close To Reaching Her Goal; They Have Currently Raised $42,094/$50,000!!
Please Help Rawan's Sister, Israa! She Is So Close To Reaching Her Goal; They Have Currently Raised $42,094/$50,000!!

Please help Rawan's sister, Israa! She is so close to reaching her goal; they have currently raised $42,094/$50,000!! As a collective, we can all help Israa reach safety so she may achieve her dreams!! Remember and believe that every dollar counts, no matter how little!!!

🌟 This campaign has been verified by a Palestinian-led collective - follow them @/palestineasdiqa on IG!!

Please donate and share widely!!!

Donate to Help my sister complete her education and achieve her drem, organized by Mohammad Al Zaghloul
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Hello, beautiful souls and kind hearts who love goodness and … Mohammad Al Zaghloul needs your support for Help my sister complete her educa

This campaign is also a fundraiser where your donations can get you some free art from the talented group at Artists 4 Gaza!! Check out artaction4gaza.carrd.co for more info!

[template for the secondary graphic made by the amazing @starelegy_ (on IG) ]

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9 months ago
I Don't Wanna Choose Between Being A Salesman Or A Soldier, Just Let Me Look A Little Older, Let Me Step
I Don't Wanna Choose Between Being A Salesman Or A Soldier, Just Let Me Look A Little Older, Let Me Step

I don't wanna choose between being a salesman or a soldier, just let me look a little older, let me step a little bolder

7 months ago

You know I get it.

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