yallllllll i think she likes me backkkk
(we made eye contact a few times while rowing to the start line and she smiled at me and she was looking over at me and she congratulated our crew after the race)
(she’s from our biggest rival rowing club)
(i’ve never talked to her and she’s probably straight and im so delulu)
work in progress hahaha
idk what this is i’m just painting stuff and hoping it looks decent
fun fact my toxic ex bf is sitting behind the canvas!!! like im not even kidding he was actually right across from me
idk how to make this painting look more angry.
so i just watched the first two episodes of arcane season 1 and i have some opinions…
episode 1
i was almost crying like five minutes in sooo uhhh way to start a tv show i guess
powder is such a cutie patootie but what is that haircut 😭
vander is cool
i dont like mylo……..
episode 2
young caitlyn is so cute especially her little british voice
why are they suddenly in the snow and where did shiny jesus come from
literally WHAT is heimerdinger. he looks like if dobby and the lorax had a baby. idk how to feel about him
mel is gorgeous like an actual goddess omg
jayce and twink with an accent are actually so cutesy
overall i love the show so far and its amazing 😍 i can’t wait to watch the rest of the episodes!!!!!
i kinda want to start a social commentary youtube channel and see how long it takes for people at my school to find it…
shark drawings!!! 🦈🌊
drawn with a random blue pen i found at school 🙂
wishbone, the album. august 15th. “this song” out in a week.
over the past two years, i’ve been secretly writing songs. after shows in the basements of the venues, in the sheets of my hotel beds, in narrow gaps between tours— i’d come back home and write all the things i felt nobody wanted to hear. maybe even the things i didn’t want people to hear.
i didn’t tell my friends. i didn’t tell my label. after all, i didn’t know i was making anything, and i had no plan to release any of it. but over time, i began to feel something i’d never felt before. i started to need the music. i listened in airports, in long cab trips, blaring in the shower. in heartbreak, then in joy. i started to play it for my friends, and they started to need it too. in car ride requests with the windows down, in a split pair of wired headphones on the subway home. it became an egregiously niche soundtrack to our own lives in real time, singing just for us.
it felt like the music was reminding me who i am, at an experimental time in my twenties where “who i am” had no definition at all. my driftwood childhood in texas. my lucid summers in london. my blue striped bed sheets in my college apartment. i played the songs to the very first person i’d ever made music with, @thedanielnigro, and i began to record. i didn’t know why i was recording, i just was. i didn’t know what story i was telling, i was just living in it. slowly i started to see myself in full picture. the slivers of myself i’d always been, but never faced. the songs i’d always been writing, but never singing.
before i knew it i was surrounded by an album.
that album is wishbone.
you can preorder the album now. music produced by the people who make my favorite music: @thedanielnigro , @ethangruska , noah conrad, elvira anderfjärd and @lukakloser . album cover shot by the great @dillonmatthewc who shot my first album. embroidery by my best friend ashley. every song written by me in my bed in my pajamas. there’s so much left to say, but i’ll say it in the music.
-conan
p.s. a wishbone never breaks even.
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Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool).
omg this is so sweet <3
my confidence!! i’ve gone from the shyest most anxious little kid to a confident public speaker and generally sociable person. and i’m now confident to argue with people when i need to
my hair, i used to get bullied for being ginger but now i really like my hair
my art skills
my ability to understand stuff fairly easily, kinda hard to explain, but like academically if that makes sense?
my smile :)
a necklace i made 🐚🌊🐟
the shell is some random small abalone shell i found in Shark Bay a few years ago, it’s been sitting on my desk ever since and now i finally have a purpose for it 😊
kind of inspired by chloe moriondo’s album ‘oyster’ 🫶🌊
i’ve finshed my crochet cat alien!!!! 🐈⬛🌟💚🛸💫🎀
she’s so cute i love her so much 🫶 idk what to name her tho
the free pattern i used is Gato alien by por machape (it’s in spanish so i kinda had to guess what it was saying 😅🥲). the yarn i used is Moda Vera Blankie yarn with a 9mm hook
omg thank youuuu <3
wait you’re a ginger
that’s so cool!!
i wish i was ginger but my dads genes took over :(
yeah i’ve got ginger hair :) nobody else in my family does tho
all my friends call me a teenage mutant ginger turtle after finding out u get ginger hair from some genetic mutation
as a ginger i also steal souls to give to my supreme leader ed sheeran :D
hi! i'm Ella 🌊 she/her 🐚 infp 🪸 pansexual 🪼 professional yapper (especially about marine biology) 🫶
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