Work In Progress Hahaha

yessss except i can barely speak dutch 🥲

i've started talking rlly british lately for some reason, to the point where my (english) dad is commenting on it...

(it’s these damn marauders i swear)

rowing sunrise photos <3

training starts at 5am in the dark, these photos are from when we were walking from the boat shed to school

that one really kind and sweet friend with a cute style, and is quiet and chill but once you get to know her she’s really talkative and gives amazing advice

@eep-blue-sea @juxilm

my first tag game!

what does ur moot who mentioned you on this post remind you of?

tags: no pressure!

@binibby @7975348473 @hopeless-umii @balladofareader @talahsaudiobooklibrary @lyrakanefanatic @sheisntyouspam @lila-77 @elysianwayy77 @shattermelyhfmlblog @prettylikethestars @foreverwinter22 @musiwashere @liaisbroke @whoo0sh @sweetreveriee @acad3miawhore @jjsblueberry @thesingerinthewoods @thecircularlibrary @shattered-glass-roses @anintellectualintellectual @welcome-to-chiles @bookworm-fangirl1 @book-nerd-emi @sarastellasari @lunarlee101 @mxst3rmind @gigigraysonenthusiast @21sbaby @tig-bun @lovethornes @xoxoavry @caramelmiacchiato @haeerizm @lovely-dragon-of-mine @where-is-the-angst @beautifulmusicengineer @we-were-born-to-be-free @laufeysgoddess @kiraandhervibes @shefollowedthestars @reminiscentreader @wish-i-were-heather.

my opinions on each arcane episode as i watch them part 2!! here is part 1

season 1 episode 3:

starting off strong i’m jumpscared by a guy drowning in piss yellow water???

‘our hextech dream’ ahhh such cutiessssss

viktor’s little smile omg

im crying already vi was enough BUT LITTLE EKKO CRYING TOO?!!!

I AM DEAD I AM CRYING I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN OH MY GOSH

THE REGRET ON VI’S FACE AND HOW SHE LOOKS AT HER HAND IM GONNA BE SICK IM CRYING

VI DIDNT MEAN TO LEAVE YOU PLEASE OMG

also what happened to vi????

i’m dead

if you can’t tell i cried like a lot during this episode…

season 1 episode 4:

where is viktor’s credit bro

who is the owl mask dude with a hoverboard

caitlyn what is that hat

the police guy with the aussie accent is lowkey an icon. i loved his ten seconds of screen time. love the aussie representation 

UM EXCUSE ME WHERE IS VIKTOR’S CREDIT

EXCUSE ME MR JAYCE UGLY JAWLINE CHAD FACE DID YOU JUST LISTEN TO THE DOBBY LORAX FURRY THING OVER YOUR TWINK WITH AN ACCENT?!!!!!!!!

vi omg hello where were u

so far my favourite characters are viktor and vi and i have cried 3 times!!!

also the music in the show is really good :)

heheeee i love vampire squid 😍

fun fact despite the name vampire squid, they are not actually squid but a whole separate series of cephalopod

Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool).

omg this is so sweet <3

my confidence!! i’ve gone from the shyest most anxious little kid to a confident public speaker and generally sociable person. and i’m now confident to argue with people when i need to

my hair, i used to get bullied for being ginger but now i really like my hair

my art skills

my ability to understand stuff fairly easily, kinda hard to explain, but like academically if that makes sense?

my smile :)

why is this song so comforting to me rn??!

rowing regatta update nobody asked for 😍

i had my VIII race and it went pretty well and we came 3rd!! we lowkey crashed into the pontoon at the start line tho…

it was only a 1km race but i still felt rly tired after bc i just recovered after having the flu…

then as soon as i got back in from my VIII race i had to get to my quad race and i was meant to be 3 seat but the girl in stroke reeeeallyyy didn’t want to be stroke seat so we swapped

we did so well in that race!!!! we came 2nd and we all rowed in time and with really good technique and no crabs!! and my coach told me she might put me in stroke seat more often.

alsooooo there was this really pretty girl in stroke seat for our biggest rival school…. we actually made eye contact and we congratulated each other after our races

after that my friends and i bought food and smoothies from the food stalls and helped with boats and derigging

while i’m writing this we are on the bus back to the boatshed. it’s like an hour long.

1 more regatta until head of the river!!!

i kinda want to start a social commentary youtube channel and see how long it takes for people at my school to find it…

wishbone, the album. august 15th. “this song” out in a week.

over the past two years, i’ve been secretly writing songs. after shows in the basements of the venues, in the sheets of my hotel beds, in narrow gaps between tours— i’d come back home and write all the things i felt nobody wanted to hear. maybe even the things i didn’t want people to hear.

i didn’t tell my friends. i didn’t tell my label. after all, i didn’t know i was making anything, and i had no plan to release any of it. but over time, i began to feel something i’d never felt before. i started to need the music. i listened in airports, in long cab trips, blaring in the shower. in heartbreak, then in joy. i started to play it for my friends, and they started to need it too. in car ride requests with the windows down, in a split pair of wired headphones on the subway home. it became an egregiously niche soundtrack to our own lives in real time, singing just for us.

it felt like the music was reminding me who i am, at an experimental time in my twenties where “who i am” had no definition at all. my driftwood childhood in texas. my lucid summers in london. my blue striped bed sheets in my college apartment. i played the songs to the very first person i’d ever made music with, @thedanielnigro, and i began to record. i didn’t know why i was recording, i just was. i didn’t know what story i was telling, i was just living in it. slowly i started to see myself in full picture. the slivers of myself i’d always been, but never faced. the songs i’d always been writing, but never singing.

before i knew it i was surrounded by an album.

that album is wishbone.

you can preorder the album now. music produced by the people who make my favorite music: @thedanielnigro , @ethangruska , noah conrad, elvira anderfjärd and @lukakloser . album cover shot by the great @dillonmatthewc who shot my first album. embroidery by my best friend ashley. every song written by me in my bed in my pajamas. there’s so much left to say, but i’ll say it in the music.

-conan

p.s. a wishbone never breaks even.