Gitanjali-71

Watched "Piku" years ago and I can still see myself, sitting at the same place, smiling uncontrollably, cheeks aching at this one scene.

Holding a torch, Piku asked "Irritate kar rahi hun?"

And Rana, while fixing some wires, calmly says "Meri tolerance bahut achi hai."

Drink coffee, then walk for 1hr, overthink for sometime, think about the pros and cons like what my life would be if I stop making me feel bad and what my life would be if I make me feel bad..

Ask this to yourself, look in the mirror and say:+

I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART

I AM SO UPSET I ACT LIKE ITS MY BIRTHDAY EVERYDAY

I AM SO OBSESSED WITH HIM BUT HE AVOIDS ME

LIKE A PLAGUE

YOU KNOW YOUR GOOD WHEN YOU CAN EVEN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART

I really really really want to kill my feelings. It's hurting me. But I just cannot. I cannot, till I'm alive. Every inch of me is getting hurt but still I'm letting it burn bright inside me. Maybe it making me glow while perishing everything within.

While scrolling I suddenly saw that someone was actually claiming that "sanjay leela bhansali is not a good director".

Bhai ap ek kaam kijiye, aap mumbai jaiye jake SLB ji se baat kijiye. Aur unse kaam mangiye. Aabh aap puchenge ki kaunsa kaam. Aap unse "personal adviser" ka kaam mangiye. Aapka kaam ek ghanta bhi nahi rahega janab.

That dumbo even said that "people started glorifying jauhar" bhai apka dimag ghutno pe hai kya? Alauddin Khalji Rani Padmavati ko apaharan karne wala tha.. Since he already won the war, Rani Padmavati understood that there is no other way to survive knowing Khalji had a huge lust for girls. She didnot had the urge to get physical abuse and die in the hands of a brutal person. That is the reason why she performed "jauhar". And you are talking about glorification? lemme explain. People glorified jauhar because it was no doubt a challenging work but she was not scared. Her bravery was glorified.

Now Heeramandi, Tawaiffs are like modern day Posh Prostitutes. And Tawaiffs were prostitutes. They used to dance, sing and after that they gave sexual pleasures to those rich men. Bro they are also human being. They need love as well. Again here Tawaiffs were not glorified their emotions were glorified in the series. And the world would die if there is a crisis of Tawaiifs or Prostitutes in the world. And because of these tawaiffs India got to know about kathak and other dance forms. Gajagamini and these types of walks were actually done by Tawaiffs. They were highly cultural. Some people even took there daughters to teach them dance. They were the most cultural people out there. Kathak and Mujra songs are famous for them.

Bro going around telling that "they have no power" I mean what type of power are you talking about? They had servants because they worked on their own. They didn't had to depend on anyone. And as mallika jaan said that, "chaand kisike banrande mein nahi ata, chaand ko doorse hi dekhna padhta hai". And girls were not wanting their lifes they were wanting this type of posh treatments my dear. Girls want to be treated like queens but they don't want to be tawaiffs. (I have huge respect for tawaiffs) No one wants to be a tawaiff they were forced to do that. And once again GIRLS WANTED THEIR POSH AND RICH LIFESTYLE NOT THEIR LIFESTYLE.

The moral of the story of Heeramandi is, we need to respect everyone in this world even the Tawaiifs and Prostitutes because if they don't exist men will die. And yes I have no shame.

And one more, They were ROYAL thats why ROYALTY was showcased my dear.

And yes SLB did films which were not royal but they were Royal by heart like "Black" , "Guzarish" and many more. And he has budget my friend. Everytime, he makes a come back after 4 to 5years because he choose projects which will touch the heart of every individual and he showcases Indian Cultural in his creation. That why SANJAY LEELA BHANSALI IS SANJAY LEELA BHANSALI.

"YEE SAKAL BAN, SAKAL BAN," , "GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOMAR GHOOME RE", "PINGA RA PORI PINGA RA PORI PINGAAA"

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the intimacy of paayals is so simple but beautiful. makes one yearn for honey-lit evenings and soft hushes against ones ear as they push your hair being it. brushing hands as they pass you by, a secret just for you to keep and cherish. the blush of the rose they leave on your desk each morning and the cups of chai with hands that are warmer than them. tinkling of jhumke in havelis and an arm around you chaat ki galiyon mein. handwritten letters slipped in notebooks and fixing their bindi before booping their nose. falling in love with their itr and their kaajal lined eyes. yes indeed the intimacy of paayals is so beautiful yet simple.

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