"I Can Never Read All The Books I Want; I Can Never Be All The People I Want And Live All The Lives I

"I fear to love you too much and lose you and suffer, and I also fear to not love you and miss a love chance and regret it. I live with you an unbalance state since I knew you, my life going perfectly, except my heart which is a mess. I always fear the endings, for I am used to lose anything I love, so please tell me: How can I love you without pain? And how can I not love you with regret?"

okay so lemme reveal... it was saraswati puja, me in blue saree, it was evening, I was sitting quietly on the stairs of the house where the puja was taking place, the guy who liked me came to me, looked at me and said " tumi saree porecho (you wore a saree)", he sat beside me, we spoke, no physical things happened, he looked at me with his eyes full of love, then he sang "abhi na jao chodkar ke dil abhi bhara nahi"...... Ahhhhaaa, I will never be able to forget this because I have never had such a beautiful romantic incident in my life.. It was 5th of February 2022 ..... 💌✨🎡

YEAH SEX IS COOL BUT HAVE YOU EVER HAD SOMEBODY GIVE YOU A BUNCH OF LITTLE KISSES ALL OVER YOUR FACE UNTIL YOU'RE GIGGLING AND BLUSHING BECAUSE THAT IS PEAK

JUSTICE IS WHAT WE WANT!!

WHAT IS HAPPENING IN BANGLADESH?

Students of college, universities and even high schools in Bangladesh have taken to the streets in a mass movement named the "Bangla Blockade" demanding the eradication of the quota system. The quota system reserves a massive percentage of the government jobs for specific groups of people. These jobs are earned by sitting for the Bangladesh Civil Service exams.

Effectively, only 46% of the jobs are left to be contested by merit.

The biggest quota sectors are NOT for the disabled, or indigenous people or for women.

THIRTY PERCENT of the jobs are reserved for children and grandchildred of registered freedom fighters.

The police and political wings are using violence on the protesters. Images of armed men beating up women with sticks and rods are going viral. Spread the word. We need more people talking about this.

Link to an Instagram post with information that you can share.

Chapak.. Chapak..

Ek ladki school mein gayi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki tuition mein gayi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki road mein khel rahi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki road peye chal rahi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki.. Bus mein thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki apne ghar mein thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki.. Choti bacchi thi,

Chapak..

Ek ladki social media mein mili,

Chapak....

Ek ladki.... Ek ladki....

Ek nirdosh ladki.... Ek. Ladki.

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(This is not a funny content.. Its a reality)

(Courtesy- Instagram)

PHATIYE DICCHO SRIJIT DA!!~~

~Me doing Iman's Part..~

যেভাবে নিঃশব্দে ফেলেছে পা

(The way you step being soundless)

রূপকের সাহায্যে আরও দূরে চলে গেলে

(Going even further with metaphors)

আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগেছিলে

(You were caught in my idle chatter)

আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগেছিলে

(You were caught in my idle chatter)

শীতের শুকনো পাতা মাড়িয়ে গেলে চলে

(The dry leaves of winter are trampled on)

কাঁচা রঙের প্রলেপ আপনি ওঠে জ্বলে

(The raw color coating glow on its own)

আমার নির্ভরতা, দুঃখ-সুখের মানে

(My dependence means happiness and sorrow)

গলায় আটকে থাকা মুক্তো দানা জানে

(The pearl stuck in my neck is the one who knows)

তোমার মর্মস্থলে আমাকে হাত রাখতে দাও

(Please let me touch that which receives most pain)

যেভাবে নিঃশব্দে ফেলেছে পা

(The way you step being soundless)

রূপকের সাহায্যে আরও দূরে চলে গেলে

(Going even further with metaphors)

যেভাবে নিঃশব্দে ফেলেছে পা

(The way you step being soundless)

রূপকের সাহায্যে আরও দূরে চলে গেলে

(Going even further with metaphors)

আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগে ছিলে

(You were caught in my idle chatter)

আমার অলস জোছনাতে তুমি লেগে ছিলে

(You were caught in my idle chatter)

-Je Kawta Din (Reprise). Singer- Anupam Roy and Iman Chakraborty.

যে কটা দিন তুমি ছিলে পাশে,

(𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦,)

কেটেছিলো নৌকার পালে ঠোঁট রেখে ।

(𝘐 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘵)

আমার চোখে, ঠোঁটৈ, গালে তুমি লেগে ছিলে,

(𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬,)

আমার চোখে, ঠোঁটৈ, গালে তুমি লেগে ছিলে ।

(𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴, 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬.)

যেটুকু রোদ ছিল লুকোনো মেঘ,

(𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥𝘴,)

বুনেছিলাম তোমার শালে ভালোবাসা ।

(𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘸𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.)

আমার আঙুল, হাতে, কাঁধে তুমি লেগে ছিলে,

(𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘴,)

আমার আঙুল, হাতে, কাঁধে তুমি লেগে ছিলে ।

(𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘴.)

-Je Kawta Din (Reprise) by Anupam Roy, Iman Chakroborty.

okay, attention bangali!!!, saraswati pujo and valentines day are on the same day this year.. Saraswati pujo is basically the valentines day of bengalis.

Now, to all those bacha bacha couples, bad luck- karon tomader bedsheet ar bedcover hoye ekdin e berote debe.. ar berote parbenaa.. Because you cringe couples aka doodh er sishus are the only cause of deflation of my sanity (karon toder dekhle amar gaa haath pa jole jaye). Uronto bike e duronto mamomi’s, ektu aste gari chalaben tar karon apnader mrityo shigrohi ashche bole amader moto paaye chola public dero mrityor karon hoben na..

To all the "parar kuchute kakimaas" jodi dekhi apnar meye OYO te giye anjali dicche, tobe amio kintu shonate charbona.. (Ami school theke karor sathe fhirle toh ekebare semi-mahabharat shuru kore phelen) Beshi barabari korlena cheredebona....

Ekhon anek day ashte choleche... ami just slap day tar jonyo wait korchi.. Rastaye jake dekhbo takei chor mere happy slap day bole cut marbo...

Okay koekta bangali der tag koredi

@enigma-the-mysterious @punamc @choppedphilosopherharmony @dopebanditlightpie @zindagi-se-darte-ho @hashi-thatta @janaknandini-singh999 @jukti-torko-golpo

Ei koekjon e ache i guess

In my new school I carry my story books with me and I read during break time and any free class or I go to library to read that book.. I even read during the departure time because my father comes to pick me up at 5:15p.m. from school instead of 5:00 p.m. Yeah so, I really carry my book every where like a child and never give it to anyone because thats my baby!

life is so good when ur reading a book and taking it w u everywhere like your little child

Your blog is sooo pretty 😍, all those posts with little clips from movies combined with those deep meaningful Bengali phrases , ahaa mon chhuye gelo , bhaggish aapnar blog ta khuje pelam

MY GODDDD!! THANKS A LOT!! I am very much into Bengali things. Moreover I am Bengali and I love my culture a lot... I read Bengali poetry and love to watch Bengali movies etc... Thanks a lot, really.... 😭💗✨

(Courtesy - YouTube)