my crush just sent me a very sweet and supportive voice message
i think it’s the healthiest crush i’ve ever had
am happy
Pls
i had a nightmare (i mean i think i was daydreaming or phasing out or idk) so i was on my way to the art class but as i reached it i saw him, he was waiting for me i immediately started running in the hallway and the staircase because i knew he had seen me and he was after me i reached the office and yelled 'let me hide here, please! i'll explain everything to you afterwards but please help me!' and the woman knew me so she allowed me to stay and showed me a seat behind a wall where he wouldn't be able to see me a few seconds later he came in and asked her about me, pretending to be worried she pretended to use the computer to know where i was supposed to be and then told him that she didn't know he eventually left and i told the woman everything i was crying and i couldn't take it anymore i left the building and once i was on the parking lot i decided to run again, to get hit by a car on the road the same end as all the other nightmares where he finds me again so when he finds me for real, i already have my way out.
showed up in class with fresh cuts on my throat from the mental breakdown i had yesterday when i skipped class and one of my classmates laughed and said 'lmao did a cat do this?' but like really first degree and i remained silent and she was like 'ok..' and we've been sitting here awkwardly for 15min now
Noooo I'm sorry I accidentally lied
The best day to talk to your crush is whenever you feel ready
It's April 1st y'all
The best day to talk to your crush tbh
Shoot your shot!!
You get a positive answer: congratulations, I'm happy for you :)
You get a negative answer: pretend it was a joke and it's all good, I'm sorry for you but no worries you'll be fine
just lent money to a guy i didn't know and he said he'd get me a drink someday and he'll pay me back :)
(no worries i don't know him but he's friends with my friends so it's safe and he's a good guy)
ron: listen mate i don’t think you understand, but this blonde bloke has daddy issue-
harry, to draco: call me daddy *winks*
three years ago i was just about to talk to my 'ex' for the very first time
two years ago i was getting yelled at by my 'ex in the middle of the night bc i was working and it apparently was too late for them and it made them mad
one year ago i was slowly healing from this massive destruction i went through
tonight my intrusive thoughts made me go through all of this and i felt the abuse again as if it was still there
i'm just getting used to live on my own, i'm completely alone, facing intrusive thoughts, surrounded by people that know absolutely nothing about this all, it just feels so... it feels like i keep falling apart even more than a year after putting an end to this and it's so hard i want to give up
currently in a room with both my crushes and i think my heart's gonna stop or something
so much pressure but so much happiness at the same timeeeeee
he/him • • • 'zwischen den welten bin ich gefangen' -th • • • not living, barely surviving • • • insta: @whatsmyname.rolko
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