Me & Manifesting Good Changes In Highly Important Legal Documents That I Had Previously Ignored Due To

my personal motivation of the day:

fucking interlinked bro, listening to party 4 u — charli xcx and a few repeats in i realized she says birthday cake in august but you were born 19th of june, my birthday is in august and osamu’s birthday is literally 19th of june.

the rest of the song captures the vibe of our relationship when we first met again after a while, which was why i was looping it before i even fully listened to the lyrics and realized. genuinely insane. so many specific lyrics that encapsulate specific things that happened in my life revolving the both of us. he’s half of who i am now, really. the identity i have in my personal thoughts is weaved with his, even though i no longer talk to my friends about him/shifting.

other parts of the song that resonate (in vague terms, some of it is kind of private, in a way that i just don’t feel like sharing it with everyone, but i’ll know & remember what it means) : • Called your friends from out of town ; Oda. • And I'm waiting for you by the window, yeah ; the thick glass square windows in the old doctor’s building we’d sit at. • Called your digits, but the phone kept ringin'. Wish I knew what you were thinking ; the night that ended (started) it all. • Yeah, if you saw my tears, would you touch me? Kiss me on the mouth, say you love me? Leave a message, tell me you're sorry? ; jail lmao • Why you treating me like someone that you never loved? ; the awkwardness on coming back.

i love you for this song charli, but make sure to count your days because omg??

Aizawa, Dazai Osamu’s soulmate. 𖥔 ݁ ˖ .ᐟ

— ꪆৎ About Me;

hi, i’m aizawa! i’m twenty, asian and a shifter. i have shifted before and have had multiple out of body experiences. i started shifting around 2022. i’m a very open person so i don’t mind dms or questions. please beware that i do have a bit of a ghosting problem though as out of sight truly means out of mind for me. to combat this, you can spam me. genuinely either spam me or message me on a different platform sorry guys LMAO

my content will focus on my own experiences, storytimes and facts about my multiple lives. i don’t post a lot or any shifting advice.

— ᡣ𐭩 My Realities;

i’ll make posts explaining them and linking them to a masterpost soon. i’ve talked about my BSD life on my tiktok in depth. my main life is bungo stray dogs, and you’ll find most of the people in that reality are in my other realities!

♱ Bungo Stray Dogs

༘⋆ Caraval x BSD

࣪ ִֶ☾. Teen Wolf x Hogwarts x Until Dawn x BSD

𖤓 Demon Slayer … x BSD

— 𓇼 Extra Information;

yes, my dad is aizawa from mha. in almost all realities, so i’m used to others calling me aizawa. that’s why it’s my screen name.

my tiktok is ♯ aizawa2009

my instagram is ♯ aizawa2009

my dmse masterpost

My Experience with Language in Another Reality ۶ৎ

hello! i posted this on my tiktok page, but i thought i’d archive it here so others could read it too. goodluck shifting! 🤍 if you’d prefer a text version lmk though and i can start the painstaking process of copy and paste LOL

posted on april 24 2025 on my tiktok

one reason i love my man is cause he dgaf that i like and write fanfic and lets me read it outloud to him sometimes LMFAO

BONUS: My Realistic Images Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i don’t think i have the base for this one sadly, saved or in dms :( ask me anything about my life here!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 27

My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙

NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!

ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25

DMSE = documenting my shifting experiences/journey day one

DISCLAIMER: my experiences are mine alone and what works for me may not work for you. however, i hope you can achieve insight from my choices and journey! starting this series over on tumblr (where to be fair, i did stop on tiktok cause it got annoying having to format it in photos). the same thing as when i did it on tiktok! just writing down my attempts, experiences and progress as logs. i don’t think i’ll format them as that would cause me to not want to write them down.

2025 - 1 - 20

PRE-ATTEMPT MINDSET

so to pre-face this, i’ve fortunately (unfortunately?) have been able to set my own sleep schedule for literally whenever wherever and for however long i’d like. this means i’ll sleep for like, ten hours straight and then be in a state of half awake half asleep where i’m still dreaming but i can tell i’m in a dream. i’ve been trying to practice remembering to shift via lucid dreaming or in the wbtb state! and by practicing, whenever i remember/realize i’m dreaming/half awake i just begin an unprompted shifting attempt or affirmations.

TODAYS EXPERIENCE

after church i went home and went straight to bed!!! for several hours. three times in between i woke up-ish, in the sense that my eyes were still closed but i became aware that i was fading to awakeness from my dreams but decided to stay and fall back asleep. each time i thought about shifting. in one of my last dreams, i had a ‘dream wake-up’ where you wake up inside your dream but you’re still dreaming. for some reason, i was attempting one of my out of body experiences. if you’re not familiar with me or my tiktok, i have a LOT of OBE experiences. you can call them OBE’s or astral projections, but i have them semi-frequently. i’ve been in a bit of an OBE slump, but i do have them.

anyways! i was using my desk chair on my bed to sit up on my bed comfortably?? but after adjusting them, i began meditating with my eyes closed IN MY DREAM. and then i tried to lift my arms with my spirit instead of my flesh. didn’t work, obviously, as it was still in my dream. however, i did recently move to the state of half awake and half asleep after that, so shifting was on my mind as i transitioned to a half aware state.

there was a method i watched recently where the basis was to just picture/manifest one item in your hand and affirm that it’ll shift you to your reality. i changed my targetted reality to a sort of waiting room like place. in this reality, i can watch as many tv shows as i want. the item i chose to manifest and affirm with was the tv remote in that reality which happened to be the same one in this one. without moving or opening my eyes, i just visualized and really made myself feel the remote in my hand.

this went on for a few minutes but i didn’t give up or move because i was really determined. and after a while, i felt my thoughts once again slightly drifting, but i made them steer back to the remote. and somehow, i started to actually feel it! i could feel the smooth plastic, the buttons, i could picture the ‘amazon prime’ and ‘netflix’ buttons printed on it, how it would feel to click the silicone pieces. i even very slowly twitched my fingers into the remote shape and could feel it.

i tried using that connection to expand my senses to the rest of my waiting room reality, but then my family decided i had slept for too long without nourishing my body so they woke me up. </3 i mean i appreciate it because taking care of your body in any reality is imperative but ahhh i wish i could’ve continued. it’s fine though, because everything i do gets me closer to a controlled shift and a firm grasp on my own journey. i’m so excited to try that again!!

METHOD USED

this is the method i used. i only took what i wanted to use from it though (the one holdable object)

WHAT I LEARNED

my take-aways include

-> i want to continue using this method! i think being able to build upon one object can bring me closer to being more self confident, and with the remote existing in my current life already, it’s easy for me to visualize and feel the object in my hand!

-> i should stop giving up after a few minutes when i do my wbtb methods.

-> keep practicing remembering to shift!

TLDR; i used a wbtb and manifest an object from your dr method. i could feel the object physically and i plan to continue using this method as i found great success from it.

DMSE | Documenting My Shifting Experiences Masterpost

day one - wbtb + object method

day two - soon

Hey, hey guys, Yosano's ability heals wounds but doesn't get rid of poison/medication, just saying 👀

from my alt

Safety Things I’ve Scripted for my Teen Wolf x Hogwarts DR!

This is all subject to change and only posted for a reference for myself to use here and there.

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—> I handle gore and fear very well; there will usually be a big bad to fight, in hogwarts or around beacon hills or even anywhere I’m summoned as the acting Mother of Magic. This means I might have to see, smell or hear things that might terrify me, but being able to handle witnessing things like these would make my life a hundred percent easier and less stressful.

—> I am not easily scared nor do I feel the feeling of all consuming fear; again, if I come across something terrifying, I don’t want to lock up and see which one I am from freeze, fawn or flee. I want to be brave and be able to seek reassurance from myself and my own personal strength.

—> I do not easily get traumatized, I handle trauma very well, and I can process things healthily and easily; shit’s scary during a magical war and any supernatural battle! Even with my previous safety features, things can happen, and just in case, I want to be able to heal quickly and process/handle the things that happen to me.

—> I can protect myself and others easily, and I’m never gravely injured or hurt beyond repair; i’m shifting to hogwarts x teen wolf… i’m shifting to battle, no matter how lowkey I’ve made the ‘plot’ and ‘enemies’. I need to make sure in case of anything, I can use my magic to protect myself from danger, and my friends and family. Also, this is hand in hand to the regular precaution of ‘i can’t die’.

—> I can put together context clues easily, solve cases quickly and figure things out almost immediately; i want to be in the know! i need to know actually, to be able to protect my territory. Stiles won’t be the only one making connections and solving cases.

—> I’m not really put in difficult positions, such as having to kill, having to make huge ethical decisions for others, given extreme responsibilities from the ministry; self explanatory, to be honest. Yes, I’m important to Beacon Hills and magical society, but I don’t want too many responsibilities, which will crush my free time and emotional well-being.

—> I don’t accidentally harm others when I don’t mean to, physically, emotionally or even with my magic; magic might be hard to control with how much of it I have! I don’t know yet, so it will pay to take precautions. Also, I hate hurting the people in my life emotionally, so this a major precaution for me.

—> My sense of pain is more muted and easy to control; while I can feel pain, it’s not too intense and painful. It’s mostly a warning for me to know where my body is hurting.

—> I have great comprehension, understanding, communication and listening skills; so many things in life can be avoided if you simply communicate and COMPREHEND. My life isn’t a fanfic, so I would rather avoid these tropes and not have to endure a fall out or fight over a misunderstanding!

—> I’m never EVER cheated on, physically or emotionally or anything of the like; you got me fucked up if you think I’m shifting somewhere to be CHEATED ON. And no, I don’t gaf about your ‘anything can happen once you shift!!!’ Hey, ever considered thats because YOU believe that? Lydia and Allison’s stupid petty drama can stay far away from me as possible. Everybody can see through your narcissistic good-girl not-like-other-girls attitude, Allison. And Lydia’s not even that bad, but her TV show character development is going to take a while in real life.

—> I’m incredibly good at (defensive and offensive) magic; a war is a war. I’m going to survive no matter what, and I’d rather win. I also don’t want to face intense magical exhaustion or have the Nemeton seep or give me too much magic.

—> I’m great at seeing through lies and reading between context clues; again, no misunderstandings!

—> Anyone who has ill intentions towards me and actively acts about them is divinely punished and then goes through a long lasting period of karmic retribution/suffering; UNLESS I don’t wish them to AND they have apologized enough for it.

—> People do not have any gossip on me that is bad or smears my image; as a popular media figure, and someone who’s gone to school/is going to school in a small town, gossip is huge. With so few people in the Hogwarts year and less in Beacon Hills, I refuse to be used as a pasttime conversation piece. The media can report factual things on me and minor unharmful rumours, but nothing that can deface me or ruin my public image.

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i forgot i had a tumblr and i forgot about my documenting thread but i shifted earlier this week!! it was pretty short but it mirrored my first shift to this specific reality except this time my mother’s side of the family were all sitting around my nurse-bed instead of it being empty like last time. also! i didn’t even do a method or ANYTHING. i genuinely intended not to shift anywhere that day yet i shifted <3