i forgot i had a tumblr and i forgot about my documenting thread but i shifted earlier this week!! it was pretty short but it mirrored my first shift to this specific reality except this time my mother’s side of the family were all sitting around my nurse-bed instead of it being empty like last time. also! i didn’t even do a method or ANYTHING. i genuinely intended not to shift anywhere that day yet i shifted <3
my personal motivation of the day:
fucking interlinked bro, listening to party 4 u — charli xcx and a few repeats in i realized she says birthday cake in august but you were born 19th of june, my birthday is in august and osamu’s birthday is literally 19th of june.
the rest of the song captures the vibe of our relationship when we first met again after a while, which was why i was looping it before i even fully listened to the lyrics and realized. genuinely insane. so many specific lyrics that encapsulate specific things that happened in my life revolving the both of us. he’s half of who i am now, really. the identity i have in my personal thoughts is weaved with his, even though i no longer talk to my friends about him/shifting.
other parts of the song that resonate (in vague terms, some of it is kind of private, in a way that i just don’t feel like sharing it with everyone, but i’ll know & remember what it means) : • Called your friends from out of town ; Oda. • And I'm waiting for you by the window, yeah ; the thick glass square windows in the old doctor’s building we’d sit at. • Called your digits, but the phone kept ringin'. Wish I knew what you were thinking ; the night that ended (started) it all. • Yeah, if you saw my tears, would you touch me? Kiss me on the mouth, say you love me? Leave a message, tell me you're sorry? ; jail lmao • Why you treating me like someone that you never loved? ; the awkwardness on coming back.
i love you for this song charli, but make sure to count your days because omg??
me & manifesting good changes in highly important legal documents that i had previously ignored due to my AvPD and ADHD >>
My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Relationship Chart ݁ᛪ༙
NOTE: i think i still have the base in one of my dms but i got a new phone in between then and now, so the original file is deleted off of my phone. just dm me if you’d like this base and i’ll try to see if i can find it!
ARCHIVED; this tiktok i posted on 2024 - 2 - 25
one reason i love my man is cause he dgaf that i like and write fanfic and lets me read it outloud to him sometimes LMFAO
My Bungo Stray Dogs Reality Masterpost ❦
realistic relationship chart
relationship chart
party 4 u, a manifestation
idfc trend
family chart
curses in bsd
soulmates in bsd
fun facts about sam
how we met in every reality
my grandma (also a hugely devout christian) has also shifted many times before! she doesn’t call it shifting but please how are you going to bed in your nice cozy home and waking up in the streets of romania (WE DO NOT LIVE ANYWHERE NEAR THE LAND OF ROMANIA 😭!!! THAT WOULD REQUIRE LIKE TWO FLIGHTS)
Turns out my grandma has shifted before?! If that isn’t motivation i don’t know what is.
hello! i posted this on my tiktok page, but i thought i’d archive it here so others could read it too. goodluck shifting! 🤍 if you’d prefer a text version lmk though and i can start the painstaking process of copy and paste LOL
posted on april 24 2025 on my tiktok
“don’t call me odasaku”
dreaming of him constantly.「 zawa, 20 he/her 」#bsd + reality shifting 𝜗𝜚˚⋆@aizawa2009 on TT
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