Finally Get Close To The Finish Line With The Edit Im Working On Rn!! Idk If Ill Finish Today Or Tomorrow

HECK YEAH THOMAS!

IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM

i hate being so fucking self-aware all the time

like i’m just chilling, thinking im creative and fun and stuff but then i stop and think to myself “wait is this too ‘lol haha funny random’” and then i suddenly feel ashamed and then sad because i’m not having fun anymore 

:(

I... think I’m almost done! I got all of the main questions done, I just have the 3 questions where I have to draw and explain some models. tho i’ll wait until after dinner to do them (or maybe even tomorrow, i need to also do my English hw and the sci project is due at 11:59 tomorrow) bc rn i have such a huge headache lol

okay, im gonna force myself to finish my science project thats due tomorrow

ill reblog this a couple of times to make updates to try and encourage myself :P

I’ve got the majority left to do, but it should be too bad… i hope

uh hi i havent been rlly active bc ive been crying over minecraft men on twitter, but i thought id pop in and say hi and happy new years eve!! :)

Things arent going to magically get better in 2021, but we still should celebrate the fact that we all made it this far! we should be proud of ourselves :D

I got noise canceling headphones and a weighted blanket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna make another edit but i dont have any ideas bleh

right im tired so ill head off for the night but this was fun! i followed both people and im totally gonna watch next time they stream

i know nobody probably is lol, but if anyone wants to check them out i can give u their links (and plz say yes, theyre both rlly cool)

like that one woman? she was playing guitar and harmonica at the SAME TIME, with the harmonica on this thing around her neck. get on her level

so i was just browsing yt and i came across a video by jacksepticeye where he donated to small twitch streamers, and i though “huh… i mean im kinda poor but maybe i can go to streamers who have like no viewers and leave some nice chat messages or something” and GUYS

You get such a dopamine rush by seeing these people smile and say thanks for following or whatever, it’s so nice seeing these people so happy and content in their small community 

like i found this nice older woman in the music category who is like streaming on twitch and another streaming service on 1 viewer and after she finished singing her song she said “thank you, a girlwhowrites… 6, which is what you call yourself, ahah, for the follow. :)” and i hirweorew i think ive found a new hobby, i highly recommend doing this

i’ve been listening to a lot of different kinds of music lately and making dumb stories in my head about them so here are some perfect songs for some sanders sides stuff

perfect prinxiety song     perfect unsympathetic virgil song        perfect deceit and thomas yelling at each other song     perfect roman and remus being brothers and (platonically) loving each other song     perfect deceit telling virgil to leave him behind while the other sides come to kill him song    perfect patton and logan being awkward and in love song     tbh this one is just a good remus song in general     perfect roman and remus being brothers but having a lotta issues song     perfect unsympathetic logan song     perfect roman and remus yelling at each other song     perfect deceit being a villain but secretly wanting love song     perfect somebody singing to roman when he’s sad song     perfect patton song     perfect logan song     perfect roman singing and patton watches song     perfect patton singing to logan while he contemplates his life song

ive been in such a good mood all day, like my mouth hurts from smiling this much :P

but like at the same time, even though everything has gone well today (new asides episode, ritas (icecream), playing among us with my older sister and her friends), i still feel like i should be happier. like obviously im happy, but im still so stressed out and it’s hard to focus on my good mood when ive got butterflies in my stomach bc of stress :(

i’ll try to focus on my happiness though!