Pretending to be tougher than you really are won't shield you from the lack of love and affection you experience pretending you don't need it btw.
Need me a freak who literally just wants to cuddle
need me a freak who will hold my hand while we cross the street
me when the disorder starts disordering
you might be awkward but I can be awkward in a far deeper and more humiliating way than you ever will
the urge to deactivate everything and go missing
What if I just donβt talk to anyone ever again
i am actually very normal about everything that has ever happened to me
stop normalizing ai use in fandom π
If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.
Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.
And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.
platonic third base: when you get to know someone well enough that they start making mortifyingly specific observations about you
β he/they - minor - queer ββ just a silly guy doing silly things β
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