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yes it depressed me a lot painting this
Would anyone be interested in some dragon age x bsd crossover material? I’ve been thinking about what BSD characters would be in the dragon age world and I have thoughts
Or really just bsd in a fantasy setting cause I love that shit so much
Thinking about how the appearance of Fyodor comes with the implication that something bad has happened to Dazai.
Atsushi's blood runs cold. His eyes wide and darting around. He activates the tigers senses and just like so many times lately he can't sense Dazai at all.
But that doesn't mean anything, he reminds himself. It doesn't mean... It can't.
Ranpo looks down, determined and not willing to even entertain the possibility. His glasses burn a hole in his pocket but he won't reach for them.
He can't.
Kunikida who's recovering from having his heart stopped is dragging himself to his feet. There's anger in his bones and a fear he won't admit too as he demands "Where is he?!
Kunikida will drag him back himself if he has too. Just like he always does.
Fukuzawa, heart pounding his ears holds onto faith in steady hands. He won't jump to conclusions, he won't cloud his mind. Because Dazai earned his trust a long time ago.
He will have a home to return to, and that Fukuzawa swears on.
Would like to see Buraiha Trio content
ADA wholesome content
Funny BSD posts
Maybe Odango content (I love them)
Honestly just need more BSD content and want to know the best blogs to follow
Rather than catastrophizing instances when Dazai isn't mentioned by name or physical presence in references to the Agency, consider:
that he fluidly moves between, shares unique and independent connections with, and influences each of the three pillars of the tripartite framework;
that when he isn't physically there, the others still feel his presence and are guided by his influence on them, strategies that he's relayed to them, and their trust in him; and
that the Agency as it is when they've reunited in Poe's book or in Fukuzawa's memory are together because of Dazai, as in he literally, in-text coordinates with Ango and Ranpo in regards to the former and he also recruited multiple members of the Agency, having brought in Atsushi and coached Kyouka through her entrance exam, in regards to the latter. I didn't even notice he wasn't there at first because I saw his shape in the shadows of the silhouettes of those who were.
That Dazai is there even when he isn't is an ongoing motif: Mori maintains Dazai's seat among the five executives; Chuuya enters Corruption despite Dazai's apparent death in Dead Apple; Chuuya, in part, resists Verlaine's nihilism because it reminded Chuuya of Dazai's, and even though Dazai was late in finding him, Chuuya wasn't in any danger of being lost with Dazai already so palpably there; Akutagawa understanda Kyouka has found her reason for living because it echoes what Dazai gave him through the Port Mafia, with Dazai appearing only as an impression and in implication; Ango explicitly defies Taneda's orders and his hierarchal obligations to the Special Division because he trusts Dazai enough to follow Dazai's heart on the matter (literally and figuratively); Atsushi visualizes Dazai when he's alone and paralyzed by internal conflict and when he does, the others appear around him too; while imprisoned, Kyouka was so alone there wasn't even anyone captaining the drone she was in until Dazai's voice cut through her isolation to relate to her and coach her through her entrance exam; etc., etc.
It's why Fyodor can't outmaneuver Dazai. Dazai tells Fyodor that Fyodor failed because Dazai had allies and Fyodor didn't. The guards physically present in Meursault with them were under Fyodor's control, while Dazai had no one in the prison with him except for a fellow inmate he could not access or speak to directly. Everyone Dazai relied on, he relied on without being able to see or hear or touch them, while physically surrounded by the presence of Fyodor's vampires.
But it didn't matter because Dazai's bonds aren't so weak that he needs to see them to know they're there, nor are they limited by organizational affiliation. The truth of the matter was that Fyodor had no one, and Dazai was surrounded by his people in substance if not in form— meaning only Fyodor tried to play chess in a game of Go.
Dazai does not have to be physically there to be present, anymore than the others have to be with him in Meursault for him to see them and rely on them and know they are supporting him as much as he's supporting them. Dazai's home and place of belonging also isn't limited to the Agency; he's theirs, but they share him with the Port Mafia and the Special Division.
He's like Natsume in that way, and like Natsume, he's uniquely capable of weaving between the tripartite framework's three pillars to remind them of and coordinate their efforts towards their shared goal of protecting Yokohama.
Thus, if you want to know where he is in a scene, sometimes you have to look for him in the connective tissue rather than the organ. Or, in more literary terms, what is essential is invisible to the eye.
Do you ever start thinking about the fact that Dazai literally made tiny snowmen based on his favourite people? The ones he secretly keeps in his heart?
Said people being:
- ANGO
- ODASAKU
- ATSUSHI
- CHUUYA
AND I BELIEVE IT'S BEAUTIFUL