things that made me stop wanting to die that require no effort whatsoever
change the color used to highlight text on your laptop
move the pictures on your wall
stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all
slightly vary your commute, even just by one street
change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed
drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real
shower with the lights off, without music
buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room
start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing
wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night
listen to the entirety of your favorite album from 2015
we all have that ONE friend who HATES being hit over the head with a metal pipe😂 and cries PLEASE DONT HIT ME WITH A METAL PIPE MY SKULL IS FRACTURED during METAL PIPE NITE😭😭😭😭💀💀💀💀💀😂🤣
ohhh fuck off. someone learned my summoning ritual again. ill be right back
GHOST the Papa's starring in an 80s horror film anthology.
insp: x, x, x / temp: x
anorexic: lame as fuck , boring , highkey concerning
starvemaxxing: mogging , sigma , chad
Last night i was in my room, then all of a sudden i felt like my limbs were being weighed down. I could move but it took a lot of strength. Then i started hearing things repeating the same word over and over again. Then i saw people staring at me and not breaking eye contact. Surely i can't be the only one to have something happen like that? Why could i do stuff completely fine right after? Like i straight up watched youtube after?
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Recovering from SH, I will eventually be going through my page and deleting all things triggering, so still is tw:sh.
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