I am so normal about these two
Let's..... go lesbians?
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE (especially my mutus <33)
Istg if I'm starting to work out I'm calling it my "Sevika project"
Updated my au's recap to add Tarkin and Krennic :)
And of course I updated The Science
[COMMISSIONS]
(also fixed Sabé's sexuality ! Thank you to the Sabé connoisseurs for letting me know she has a canonical boyfriend at one point ! xoxo)
Yapping below vvv
Welcome to me and my struggle with imperial military uniforms fjdkdkk they just so boring and often khaki-
For Tarkin I took inspiration from a Star Trek concept that I'm so mad isn't a thing in Star Wars... The dress uniform ! The classy, just for show, uncomfortable version of classic uniforms ! (Couldn't believe that wasn't already a thing in sw, but when I searched for it I stumbled upon a sub reddit called "the empire did nothing wrong" and sometimes self care is to not clic on the clearly far right corner of your fandom to look upon a shitty fan made alterations of imperial uniforms 🌸)
Also, I had to make a choice here... Do I make the empire more strict when it comes to gender norms and expectations i.e do I put Tarkin in a skirt gkkgkffn like, I already kinda did that with both Tarkin and Krennic keeping their hair long. But in canon imperial uniforms are unisex and the same for everyone, which is great to like know the imperial military (in universe at least) doesn't do sexism a lot.... But once again, the canon uniforms are a bit boring to draw, they don't have the more classy ones you would wear for special occasions and frankly if you want a side to show more gender inequality would you pick the mismatched rebels fighting for their rights and to overthrow the government, or the established force in power that is also incidentally an empire that took inspirations from a real far right party hmmmmm
Let's look at what I made different about the empire in my au, a) Palpatine is a woman, they have an empress but b) said empress force masced her apprentice and made *him* the figure head of her empire. When you think of the empire you don't picture an old woman in a bathrobe, you picture Vader, a tall muscular cyborg with no face a glowy sword and evil telekinesis.... That is gendered in the masculine (still a dyke tho, but random civilians wouldn't know that- they don't even know if he's human). Having a woman lead a fascist empire doesn't make it better- (in my country, France, the far right party has been lead by a woman for the last 20 years and that doesn't make it fucking better)
All this to say I put her in pants fjkdkd tested with a skirt but it felt too uncanny.
And I also made her stand in the worst position to draw (for me at least) : perfectly facing the camera with a stick up her ass and at parade rest so with her hands behind her back fjkddk I struggled so hard to make it look somewhat good, and I'm still not really satisfied- also Peter Cushing's face with a hat that covers his forehead looks very wrong to me fjfkk
But enough about Tarkin ! For Krennic I also modified the uniform :D (for a second time jfofk link to the first post with another version of her uniform), but hers isn't the fancy version, it's very much her work clothes ! Still trying to distinguish her from the classic military, since she is more of an engineer/architect, so she get heels, slutty white gloves and a dramatic cape coat. Also I loved putting her in a very strict outfit but making it a bit messy in small ways kgfkgj one side of it isn't zipped all the way down, and her hair is coming down from her hasty made bun :)))
PS : one must always picture the death star as the third member of this relationship <3
Tarkin : Grand Admiral Thrawn... Why did u keep a... Piece of wall with art on it in your office ?
Thrawn: Perhaps Grand Moff I'm... ✨A material girl✨
It's simply not working
Moody x reader
TW : none
Infos : sad and angsty lol, gn reader
I haven't posted in a while but you all can say that you to my ex for breaking my heart and inspiring to write that lol.
I hope you'll enjoy :))
You tried. You really tried. But you had to face the reality : it's not working.
Of course you loved him. With all your heart and soul. But it wasn't enough. You can't build a relationship only with love.
At first you made compromises. Accepting his paranoia, his constant vigilance. And you tried to communicate as best as you could. But he didn't tried. He was too stubborn to let you know how he felt. He got angry at you, to say sorry after. He rejected your affection only to ask for it when you were both alone. Of course it wasn't his fault. He never wanted to hurt you. But at the end of the day, he still did.
You could not stay the only one to build relationship, you could not cry anymore because of him. It had to stop.
Then one day, you sat on the bed next to him. And deep down he knew. That it was the end....
"I love you Alastor. But I can't let you hurt me no more... I tried to make this work... But it doesn't."
You were shaking while talking. You were looking at him, it was painful but necessary.
When he looked at you, you understood that he knew. How hurt you were, how he messed up.
"I know, love"
A few tears rolled down your cheeks.
"I love you Alastor. I really do... And I think that I'll always do. But right now... I can't. We can't.."
Alastor nodded before speaking. He wasn't crying but his voice was weak.
"I am sorry. I know I'm at fault for hurting you"
"It's not your fault. We didn't handle everything like we should have..."
He took your hand in his, small gesture of comfort.
"I never wanted to hurt you. I would've wanted to be the man you deserved. The only thing that ever mattered to me was your happiness but..."
His voice broke and he bite his lips. It was hard for the both of you. Feeling your soft skin with his hand was too much, almost hurtful, so he let go your hand.
"You made me happy. You really did. And maybe one day you'll make me happy again but... Right now it's impossible"
"I know love... I know.."
He couldn't think about something to say, or do. He wanted to make you stay, to beg, to cry. But Alastor wasn't a selfish man. Your wellbeing came first.
When you started to cry, his heart broke. But he didn't took you in his arms. How could he? He couldn't, knowing it was his fault. He couldn't make you stay. He couldn't live knowing that he made you miserable.
You got up quickly. You knew that if you stayed now, you'll never leave. And you'll continue to be miserable. You saw in eyes that he understood. He always did... Quickly you dried your tears and looked one last time at him. Of course, you'll see him again. But not like that. Not in his bed. You'll never kiss him again, hold him close. You'll have to forgot his touch, the feeling of his skin against yours... His vulnerable admissions of love late at night, his next to your ear, his hands in your hairs...
"Goodbye Alastor..."
"Goodbye, love"
And then you left. Just like that. A few steps and it was definitely the end. A few steps and the love of your life suddenly became just an acquaintance. Even when it has been bad sometimes... Some other times it has been so beautiful. So sweet...
But you faced the reality. It simply didn't work.
For @ahsoka-in-a-hood, inspired by this wonderful post.
hey so uhhh, could you write some fluff Mad Eye x wolfstar's daughter, age gap but she's not a minor, if it's not a problem of course😊😊
Heyyy
It's been a while and I kinda drifted from the original ask (maybe too much lmao).
But I'll probably make a part two to this !
Sooo, I hope you'll still enjoy.
You are the adoptive child of Remus. You were a troubled teen that he met and get attached to. He didn't planned to become a father figure at 30, but he did. And he was pretty good at it, always listening and caring.
When Sirius came back in his life, you welcomed him into yours very quickly. You three became a happy little family, even if you weren't a teen anymore.
And you met Moody quickly after meeting Sirius. Then order has been formed again and you insisted on being a part of it, even if your father(s) weren't thrilled about it. You were an adult, and a brilliant wizard/witch who could use their numerous talent to help the order.
The first time you met Alastor, he wasn't thrilled to see you there, thinking that you were too weak and that you could only weakened Remus.
But you were resilient and brave. You're clever, often helping them with interesting points of view when they were making plans. And having studied to become a healer, you were always a great help.
He started to get more and more interested in you. In you witty sense of humour, your kindness, your bravery but also your devotion in helping people. You weren't the weak and shy "kid" he thought you were.
(Yes, at first he got the habit of calling you kid, even if you were a grown adult. And quickly, you made him stop. He respected the way you stood up for yourself.)
But obviously, he stayed away from you. He wasn't one for making friends, or being nice towards people. And obviously, you didn't care at all. You often found yourself laughing with him, and quietly helping with his leg when he needed it. Often he found potions on his nightstand for the pain of his leg, or in his muscles. You two had this sort of friendship, a quiet and mostly unspoken one.
For a few months, Alastor and you didn't even realize your own feelings. He was older then you, even older than your dads, and you were at war. Not an ideal time to flirt. And so, you only realized your feelings when, at the battle of the Potters, you saved his life. He still got hurt, but he was alive. He tried to get out of your fussing about his wounds, but one good scream was all he needed to shut his mouth and let you tend to him. You two were silent, him not even looking and you and you focused on keeping his alive and painless. Until you spoke.
" You could've died. You almost died."
"But I didn't.", he answered
"Because I saved your goddamned life!" , you shouted back.
We both got awfully quiet as you finished your duty. As you got up to leave, you felt his hand on my wrist, stopping me.
"Thank you, Y/N."
You smiled softly at the use of your name in this specific tone. It was warm, and had an hint of something you did not totally understood. But in his mouth it sounded good, it sounded right. Turning your head, you couldn't help but feel your heart flutter when you looked him in the eyes.
"You're welcome, Alastor.."
His hand slowly drifted from my wrist, to my palm and held my hand for a few seconds before letting it go. He then mumbled something about me leaving him alone, needing his old body to rest. You chuckled and left the room, only to find yourself longing for his warm touch again. And that's the exact moment you realised. You are in love with Alastor Moody.
Your dads were going to kill you.
BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK
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