A-fools-whim - Well, What Now?

As much as I love art as a subject and enjoy it as a passion, I will probably never come to understand it.

Made it!

Me, as a procrastinator: Eh I'll just do it later, I have enough time anyways.

Also me, as a perfectionist: But if I'm gonna do it, I expect great results the first time I do it.

ME, LATER BUT IN ABSOLUTE DESPAIR: Got the task done super late but at least it was done somewhat well

The only thing I have the most knowledge in at this moment is MYSELF.

Tbh I still don't know too much about that either but it's all I got, man.

Ain't much, but it's all I got.

I don't ever want to feel like my alter ego is just someone I can never become. Like an idealized version of me.

Like a costume fit to be worn only onstage but can never be embodied outside of the theatre. A one time showing under the right conditions. A character that'll never make it off screen.

I don't like to confine myself to those kinds of lines and boxes.

The fact that she exists means that I am capable of being this person, you know? That means I was able to bridge the gap between us and become one.

It may be difficult but it's never impossible.

Receiving verbal instruction is my kryptonite fr fr

I just can't man. Like yeah I HEAR what you're saying but it's just sounding like a butt load of gibberish rn.

And then I just decide to fucking wing the task given to me and guess at what you want done.

The more digitized my life becomes, the more vital it is to me that I get out and touch some grass.

Vixen

I watch sports anime to help me get motivated. And it does the job everrrrry time.

I was today years old when I realized that my taste in anime men reflected parts of my own damn personality