people are so weird to you
I know, I was trying my best to ignore them but it's just too much for me to handle, so much complains from one another that's giving me a lot of attention I didn't need is odd and I don't even know what to do with it anymore, including a lot of notification that I tried turning all off still keeps appearing out of the blue. It sometimes stresses me out but i guess I wouldn't feel alone most of the time so, I don't blame them. But it's still a strange thing for people to do this towards me.
I'll keep an eye on you, junge
I think my sleep schedule is messed up, why did I sleep 2-3 hours at midnight and woke up at 4 a.m early
I was wondering the same thing, good thing they're all friendly. But you only need one cat though.
Omg!! D: There's a lot of cats outside of Mr. Medic's office!! :O I wonder where are they coming from and how did they all get here!! >_<
Err.. Well, how about this. Target that RED medic and send them a pile of duct tapes, and I'll eat one drumstick or two. Deal? Only just for you to stop crying, I'm not used to people crying.
I think my sleep schedule is messed up, why did I sleep 2-3 hours at midnight and woke up at 4 a.m early
You don't need to know and worry about, it's for your own safety, pyro. I understand but still, don't mention our community name again to people, be careful next time and watch your words.
@ownpyr0 I just wanted to give you a favor, pyro.. would you please stop mentioning o.W.n from every single people your talking to? It's gonna make things obvious that were still standing and updating our community further, and probably gonna question you about us. (despite other people that found me) I just want you to let you know i don't want things that are gonna get involved between the both of us and I don't like that, I just want you to keep it hidden even if you want to find some friends online without sudden confusion or so. It's a warning, i'm not mad at you for anything pyro. I just don't want anything for the both of us happening.
Do you understand?
I request you to hide in your room, just incase if they might come inside here. I'll speak to them after, be safe and be careful. Herr Wilhelm.
Okay, now I've got some names from my friend's help. Let's see if it can fit for your o.W.n oc.. (they're all german names by the way)
1. Wilhelm
2. Kaspar
3. Reinhard
4. Hildegard
5. Dietrich
6. Kordula
7. Gisela
8. Lorelei
9. Ilse
10. Helmuth
You can pick one of the names you like, if you don't like any of them. I can change it to a different name that may fit the oc well.. And also, I don't know your oc's gender so my bad..
From: restless german anon
Here he is~
Meet Wilhelm!
His teeth... idk why. But I like it how people draw villains' teeth.
Backstory:
But he was a Medic in a team. But something during a battle at the Nucleus VSH Map something blew up, and the roof collapsed. The Wilhelm's and the enemies team managed to escape, but he unfortunately didn't, and his teammates all thought he was gone. And he was stuck there for a really long time, which the toxic air caused him to go insane and made him have an imaginary "friend". He is also able to have extra boosts. Like he can run faster, climb on walls and hills like an animal, and also bend his body very easily.
Until...
He was found by certain Medic...
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Do you have a type?
What type do you think i have?
Hola.
My name is RED Hacker. Last week, I won 1000 dollars in the lottery. I was so happy. But then, four guys from my job came to me and said I should use my 1000 dollars to invest in becoming a Peruvian flute band. They promised that I would double my money in one afternoon. But the U.S. government arrested us, along with all the other Peruvian flute bands, and took us to an internment camp all the way up in the Colorado Rockies. We begged to be let go, but instead, the government told us they were sending us to Peru. And so, that is why I am now in Peru. If I die, let it be known it is because of four gringos from work who I don't even like lied to me and took my lottery winnings.
-💻
That's a shame for you and your lottery winnings, I hope you actually die.
Very typical.
Hola.
My name is RED Hacker. Last week, I won 1000 dollars in the lottery. I was so happy. But then, four guys from my job came to me and said I should use my 1000 dollars to invest in becoming a Peruvian flute band. They promised that I would double my money in one afternoon. But the U.S. government arrested us, along with all the other Peruvian flute bands, and took us to an internment camp all the way up in the Colorado Rockies. We begged to be let go, but instead, the government told us they were sending us to Peru. And so, that is why I am now in Peru. If I die, let it be known it is because of four gringos from work who I don't even like lied to me and took my lottery winnings.
-💻
That's a shame for you and your lottery winnings, I hope you actually die.
[Ooc post: a message]
I'm greatly sorry for not having to be online for like, probably a couple of days or so if I can remember well. I have a lot of things to deal with current life I have ahead of me and struggling to move on with my trauma due to little things that trigger me almost anywhere, I can't really take a break by the fact I'm also sick while making a post of why haven't I been online for, probably a week. If not, more than that.
moreover, I'm going through a mental health crises about the possibility of my health deteriorating and having to go through a check up (and therapy) to make sure I haven't really injured myself for the worst (almost fell off a bridge due to my sudden major depression occurring). Which lead me to become offline for more than what I have been online for these past days, weeks maybe. I don't remember, but whatever how long it is. That's the reason why I'm never coming back online once again because this may be probably the last people will see this on a roleplay blog ever for a person who's going through much horribly worse than cutting their wrists to stop their overwhelming pressure that won't leave them alone, and a trauma that will still pierce them through like a poisonous arrow.
I bid you all a long ever lasting farewell and I really enjoy having to interact with new and other people online here who found my roleplay blog through whatever made them found me and having to start a few interactions with their oc or themselves being ridiculously silly and funny in my perspective, I'm utterly dismayed that I have to go away for now because I can't take my mental health any longer because I always bottle them up for so long that I don't really know where and who to start venting for. Hence, all I'll do is to make a post that I'll be gone for, maybe long enough that I think is enough for me to come back later on if I'm starting to recover and be alright, I'm only here to experience little things I haven't done. Like interacting people I feel like are above than mine, people who are popular for a reason from their blog, or people I like to be friends for whatever they usually like to do their own things I don't really mind. (social anxiety)
For now, this will be it for my account and my blog today. Thank you all so much for actually making me feel happy and give me the courage to start questioning, asking, answering and doing silly little things with you all. Without you specific people who found this blog before this post, I wouldn't have been here long enough than a day without you kind and funny people. I really appreciate of how things were going before until this today, I mean it and I always do. Thank you very much for reading this, hopefully you all have a great day and wish ourselves the best for our health. See you all in the meantime. Godspeed!