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The first time I heard that Asagiri said Dazai and Chuuya were the same soul in two bodies, I was a little confused. I mean, I love them too, but they're so different.
But now...
They both were forced to grow up too fast. They're both geniuses who can't relate to the world around them, yet at the same time, they both desire human connection. Both need to fight of nihilism, that feeling that life isn't worth it--even Chuuya, in Stormbringer, really struggled with the purpose of his own life. They both live for others and desire their connection, but the world doesn't let them have it.
And the loneliness.
The feeling of being a monster, a god of destruction. That they're bad, evil, inhuman. That they will never get they want, are forced to struggle for eternity, that there is no place in this world for two lonely demons like them who want nothing more than to be human...
Except for the arcade, where the two of them can just be teenaged boys for a moment. The same soul in two bodies reaching out for each other so they can be alone together.
I can't wait to fall asleep and forget about my troubles but wake up and go through the seven stages of grief all over again
Yep, same. Also worth asking if bears are Catholic.
me: hey do you want some grapefruit?
wife: does the pope shit in the woods?
me:
wife:
me: …no?
wife: *does not break eye contact but very pointedly slurps the chunk of grapefruit off the spoon while nodding as if to say, uh, yeah. dummy.*
Origin decided I couldn't play The Sims Medieval tonight so guess who stayed till 1 am and drew Keyleeth from Vox Machina!
Re: last post — if you somehow found my Dourif music videos but haven’t seen these @exdeputysonso fancams, do I have freaky little guy news for you
Honestly the reason I decided to try my own, after trawling through all their vids and screeching “NOT ENOUGH”
lamar sands fancam