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I have been overwhelmed lately with everything I realize I need to finish by the end of the semester, which is in 7 weeks. Sadly, my birthday is within the next 7 weeks, and I would hate to be stressed out on my birthday weekend. I was in a similar spot last year having to finish preparing for a presentation the night before my birthday. I wish it would've been different. And I so do not wish this fate upon myself again this year.
Another year, a better me.
It's time to change how I handle my schoolwork and life in general. No more hiding away or being frozen in place. I have to keep my eyes open no matter what comes my way and see it for what it is - a challenge I have been trained to overcome. It just gets a little scary when everything gets thrown at you at the same time.
I noticed myself living in fear whenever I started looking at my semester planner and seeing how many things I had failed to complete thus far. It is an overwhelming feeling that keeps me frozen and stuck.
I don't know if I can get everything done before the end of the semester. And right now, this is my worst nightmare. I have always succeeded in higher education and I think I have feared failure to this extent.
But my partner is right, I can do anything I put my mind to. This is not about whether or not I can do these tasks, it is the fact that everything needs to get done so what will I do now to make it happen. This is not about whether or not I have faith in myself and how hopeful I am about this situation or hopeless about the current misfortune, but what would the adult part of me do now to make things work out without minimizing my needs and suppressing my emotions.
This is a lot. It feels heavy like I am carrying bags of stones on my shoulders while climbing a mountain. But this time I need to face my fears like a responsible adult instead of running away from my troubles and avoiding everything.
I can do this. I WILL do this. 💪🏻
I had a medical appointment this morning so I didn't start my part-time job until the afternoon, which also delayed my time to complete some schoolwork.
I find myself gravitating toward tasks that involve clinical work and blissfully neglecting my class assignments like 10-page papers and group presentations 😅 I haven't even looked at my thesis progress and created a new timeline yet. I don't think I have the mental energy to do any of this right now.
Maybe working with my energy and passion right now is the way to go ~
✅ medical appointment
✅ part-time work
✅ walk my dog
That's it for now, but I might come back and update this before the end of the day if I finish more tasks =)
Have a wonderful weekend, lovely humans 🩵
This graphic is so real lol. I would also add "adulting" which takes up 10-20% of my life depending on the time of the year...
I had to go to a medical appointment this morning and it feels like I have already used up most of my motivation and energy for the day 🫠. But I know I can't (or should I say I recently decided that I won't) give up this easily, so I am hopeful that it will be another day I can celebrate at the end.
Sending love to all you wonderful humans 🩵
I've never been a person who studies or works on her couch, but I finally understand why people love it. It feels so wonderful and heartwarming to be cozied up next to my dog who is having his little dreams while I try to finish my assignments close to midnight. I feel so much like a doting mom enjoying the simple presence of her kids. After everything that has happened in the past week, I cannot be more grateful to be relaxing on the couch with my dog by my side =)
✅ First day back to school (the anxiety and anticipation almost killed me the night before lol)
✅ Completed work tasks at my part-time job
✅ Organized my work desk
✅ Cleaned up the mess my dog made at home while I was at school
✅ Randomly called my parents to say hi =)
✅ Revised 2 client notes based on feedback
✅ Finished writing 2 client notes
I am finally wrapping up my schoolwork at 1:17am! Now I just need to pack my lunch for tomorrow and then wake up at 6:30am for school at 8am =") Wish me luck 🍀
Have a restful night, lovely humans 🩵
I started working on school stuff again after everything that's been going on. It was nerve-wracking at first, having to go through a lot of emails and reply to some from weeks ago. BUT... I got through them all!
✅ Read (and organized) my school emails
✅ Research team meeting
✅ Review weekly task list
✅ Eat
✅ Take care of my dog
✅ Therapy session
✅ Finish 1 exam
✅ Added article summaries to class notes
What a relief! Now I can hop on Xbox to play with my partner and enjoy my dinner!!
I can't believe I actually did it. I actually started working on my thesis writing in the middle of the day!
Usually, I wait until it is dark, and I use guilt to motivate me to start writing until midnight. Then, I end up feeling exhausted and groggy the next day. But it seems like that's not today. And I am grateful for myself for this =)
हाथ फेलेगा तो कैसे लिखेगा इतिहास
अकेला रहना सीख तेरा तू ही है खुद को कर support
अपने पीछे खड़ा रह
कमी निकल खुद की, और सुधार उसको
बन खुद का Hater बन खुद का बड़ा Fan
…...…..♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪…………🎼😌🎶
I've accepted an offer from a UK university & it's a dream come true for me (and my family) to continue my study abroad.
But considering that our country's economy is SHITE, I've been trying to look up for ways to fund my studies. For right now, I have a potential loan I'm applying to which would go towards half of my tuition fees - unfortunate to have a loan but at least, there's something, you know?
Here's the thing though, I've heard of people being sponsored by goodwill people who are wealthy (and ig philantropic enough???) to do so - and I'm just wondering - where can I find these people. You might think I'm joking - I'm genuinely not.
I have some side hustles that can only pay me so much, so genuinely, where can I find sponsors? Honestly, of course, if it's not meant to be, then I can try next year's intake but I'm sl close - I already have an offer, I just need some financial help.
So please, good tumblr people, I need some advice or some pointers/leads I can try follow. Other than that, hope you have a blessed day regardless :D
[13.08.2023]
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My week has been tiring, but I am happy to see that I am getting more done.
And I managed to pass the monitoring process for an event of my course (ノ'ヮ`)ノ*:
Even though it's Sunday I still need to study some texts, so wish me luck (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ).
Coffee and admiring the campus scenery are a constant part of my routine.
[03.06.2023]
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