Quentin Coldwater - Blog Posts

Listening to Time to Pretend sitting by the sea as MGMT (God) intended

Free will is a miraculous thing

Not in the christian way

But rather “I just remembered that i can take an edible and a bus into a coastal beach town to eat cheetos and watch the sunset”

Show That Will Never Leave Your Brain ⋆｡°✩

Magician version available here

Lovers version available here

The sponsor of my emotional breakdown

I was watching the scene with the same face

Oh shit guys oh shIT

Have just seen Q's funeral

Oh my fucking god that hurts

Me after hearing the news about Quentin and Queliot

Me and my imaginary friends after seeing the finale of the Magicians

Fucking Magicians Writers

You know, I live on the other side of the globe. I can't watch the show on TV or on SyFy website. I got really attached to the show during these past 3 weeks. I walked into the fandom with hope. But now, when I have read all these posts about the finale and know all the spoilers, I'm leaving. I'm not going to let myself get attached to a show again. Cause I'm crushed. Seriously, why??? Why. Would. You. Do. This. Shit.

The magicians season finale

Q is dead and so am I

Watching the first episode of the Magicians

That is some american high-school Hogwarts crap people

Every magicians fan on tumblr: OMG the episode is coming today I'm so anxious

Me, living on the other side of the globe in the country where the show doesn’t even air: sure you are

If nobody ever looks at me like Eliot Waugh looks at Quentin I fucking quit you hear me God?

Me: I gotta stop getting into ships like that , it's really unhealthy

Also me: QUELIOT IS CANON OHMYGOD

I have never cried more with a season finale.

Quentin saved my life when I was dying, literally. I will never be okay. I’ll never get over it and I will never ever ever forget all the love he gave us.

I may be straight, but I hurt for all my queer friends because we have lost a light that warmth all of our hearts in unison.

Jason Ralph, you started something.

Quentin Coldwater, you gave us everything.

To the writers, I don't want to hear ever again how groundbreaking of a show you are.

You dropped the ball; you misrepresented an entire community and left us all in pieces.

Everything Q meant to us is more than you could imagine, you did a huge disservice for putting him in a mental institution in the first episode to kill him on his last second.

Regardless of the books, which addressed all of this issues and he did not die but veered back to a normal life at the end of TML sacrificing himself for Julia but what you did is a reminder of the insensitive neglect of an entire community’s representation.

You butchered ALL of our hearts and blatantly looked into our eyes while doing so. You shall be remembered as cowards. Hate me for this; I could not care less. What you did was wrong.

Everything we are is because of him. Depression is not something to be trifled with, regardless of your point, your point was baseless. Over four years you took Q to the precipice and killed us all by default when he had more to give us.

His death could've been done next season, so if you're going to represent us, have a queer Writer AND Director replace the genius that came up with this stupid idea, whoever did this to my queer friends and MAGICIANS fans and my heart that breaks now for posterity.

I know Lev only agreed to do this because you wanted to. Shane on you John, Henry, Sera and David.

We were better humans because of Q, he believed us to be better to ourselves and each other, and now we’re broken. Utterly, irrevocably and forever, broken.

Him asking Penny for “Just one last look” as he looked at his friends, then Alice and lastly Eliot to turn back NOT wanting to go is the worst stab in the backs we got knowing he didn't get to say anything to Eliot and realizing in that moment his true feelings for him.

I will NEVER forgive you for this.

I love you Q. I will miss my best friend forever.😞

I, in fact, don't think to have the heart to return next season.

Other than that I will not be watching until you fix all of your BS.

Forever, Quentin, you shall remain ours...