Just In Case - Blog Posts

I'm drawing all of TFP Team Prime in ✨️Linguini✨️ starting with Ultra Magnus :3 the sketch pictures are below the cut and what I mean by linguini if you didn't guess already!

Linguini is lingerie in Weird language.

"it's okay, i can peel back the layers of you until i find the soft and gentle core of you you've had to work so hard to hide"? no. no, it's okay, i know you're hollow; i'm here anyway. you don't have to pretend it isn't masks the whole way down. whatever face you want to wear, i still love you. i don't need you to be good or unflinching or the antonym of violence. if i did, i wouldn't be here. i wouldn't ask that of you.

This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events, is purely coincidental.

This was in the much later part of my dream but basically;

Child i watch over (as a omnipotent spiritual gaurdian) is complaining about wanting her mom (both her parents are there). I, in the form of a whisper and a few yards away, explain to a friend(?) That the reason she can't see me is because my appearance would break her mind. To which i shudder about because if someone COULD see me that would mean they are just as (possibly more) powerful than me. The second i think that the little girl (our main character i suppose) turns around AND LOOKS AT ME.

And that shook me to my core.

I spend years out of sight, my eyes closed, knowing she can see where i am through my own senses. As her gaurdian i actually can't leave her so i had to stay around. I think her parents got tired of her constantly chasing and screaming about me so they just disappeared (anime parent 101).

Eventually she found out where i was (roof) and when she looked right at me again, much closer now, i woke up. Messed me up bad. The child was not precious or sweet, just powerful. I was her gaurdian to ensure her destiny, why would she call me mom? I was so scared of her i woke up.

And funnily enough, this is the second time i've had that dream.

I'm currently making a survival book, its going to inclue everything you need to run, how to cross borders (only if necessary), the safest states right now, the unsafest states, how to protect yourself in a red area, what places to stay at if your running, nearby jobs and other ways to get money, what foods are best to get, how to make certain foods, electronic related advice, the safest messaging apps, what not to say in messages, guide to doctors if you have a uterus or are a women, what plants are safe to eat, various poisons, how to deal with cops, a map of the local area and where cops hang out, how to survive in the woods, clothes you should bring, what to do about your period if your on the run, methods of birth control and what's the best, how to legally change your name and the amount of money it costs, how to a car if your in a non walkable area, first aid tips, how to get and use a burner phone, what type of weapons you might need and how to use them, a guide on how to use most commonplace guns, chargers to use for any devices you might bring.

All of it, I've got multiple notebooks to I'm spreading it across them.

I'm looking for other things to add too it, or if you see one or more subjects in here that you know a lot about/ can help with, feel free to reply or reblog with it, and if you don't want it attached to your profile, my asks are open and free to use. Anything is helpful, anything at all.

I'll be deleting this by January, you have until then to send.

Please, please please please, reblog this. don't just 'like' it

Twisted wonderland Warning

dont look...I warned you

OH GOD....ROLLO .....OMG.....his favorite hobby is cleaning (not sure I can't Japanese ) but cleaning like Levi Ackerman (VC: Hiroshi Kamiya) ps:if you dont know who this VC is look it up

Fill those chubby cheeks like a gerbil. (The joke is based on a friend’s note that Elidibus ate Zenos’ flower that was in his room. Maybe the smol Emissary is a herbivore.)

Man, too bad we never got this deleted splatfest theme before final fest

I’d probably choose team divine, and I’m not even a big shiver fan!

‘Nightcrawler’ seems to be feeding into the demonic stigma that Kurt faces.

In personal experiences, demons have always been creatures of the night. They ‘fear the light of the Lord’, as is said in the Bible. Their dealings are shadowed in darkness, and they are coated in flames of righteous fury in Hell. They stench of sulfur and brimstone, associating them with a putrid yellow and a furious red. They have been depicted as having pointed tails and horns in media, also sometimes possessing anthropomorphic qualities like a goat’s eyes or legs. Kurt may not have horns, but he has the tail, often the anthropomorphic hands, feet, and legs, and those pure yellow eyes. His main color is blue, yes but there’s also that red and yellow- both colors associated with something vile and evil. And many monsters in literate media are described to be clambering or ‘crawling’ towards unsuspecting humans. And when Kurt fights, he often ‘crawls’ towards his enemies when he’s not ‘banf’ing around. And the white gloves and shoes come off as him trying to ‘purify’ his touch, like a priest or the Pope who both wear white. The color is associated with purity and beauty, and Heaven in some Christian beliefs, and Kurt is catholic. He seems to be attempting to distance himself from demonic imagery and his father Azazel as much as he can, considering what the man has done and how he seems even more like a demon than Kurt both in name and appearance, turning to God and religion in the process. And yet, Xavier turns all that away and keeps that name given to him by the circus and gives him a uniform that feed more into that demonic imagery.

Though the name didn’t originate with Xavier, his choice to keep it for Kurt has always felt a bit off and almost capitalizing off the imagery to maintain control.

Mutiny

(My gods Tumblr ate the quality- click for better quality I guess?)

Rebloging for when I start having an actual job in a year

how to grow the fuck up

alright time to post/queue up all the doodles from the last two months

kallamar beloved you were the worst fight outside of narinder's for me to face and im making the au reflect that. squid boy revenge

This is how the beginning of the game went, right?

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based on this -> 💔(┬┬﹏┬┬)💔

them. to me. based on this post.

🎉🎉🎉 happy 2023! 🎉🎉🎉

(now how do I choose which one to pull for)

This song is laced with crack

okay so like it's fine if nobody agrees with me, but i have two things to say about petscop

one: rainer aka daniel, originally meant for petscop to be a kids game, but later turned it into an exposé against marvin and all the horrible shit he'd done

two: i believe that by the real life logic of peoples brains suppressing trauma, and paul having literally no recollection of care, on top of care calling herself paul and behaving like him.. i think that care and paul are the same person, that is to say, that the trans allegory is definitely there. it's just care transitioning into paul, and their brain blocking out their previous trauma. i'm guessing the whole game that paul specifically experiences, is maybe a metaphor for confronting trauma and finding out the truth about marvin.

like again, y'all can disagree and/or share your own theories on the story in the comments; but i believe that care is paul, and that the game itself was an exposé against marvin by rainer (aka daniel, mike's big bro, hence why he'd want to do so in the first place; since marvin is implied to have killed mike)

(weird grubby 'guardian' i was talking abt in tags under the cut btw, just to separate it from lore talk):