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😠for Vax
Oh boy, just like Kiki I have a lot for Vax too. Saddest one? I think it might be how do to how stress and emotionally destructive his job is The Matren locks his emotions away but not completely like as soon as he starts to feel strongly about something it is immediately pushed down and trapped, the best way I can explain how it'd feel would be like taking a med to help with your anxiety but all it does is blur your reaction to things and still let's you have an internalized panic attack (yes something like this happened to me hense me being specific:'3) when Vax is for the lack of better wording on break the walls the Matren put up fall and it kind of hits him all at once. Luckily those who've cared for Vax and have already died are there for him and help him recover, like his mom just hugs him and sings him a song she used to sing to him and Vex