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Chapter 1: When I saw you.
(First of all I just want to say that this is my first time ever writing so please be nice and if there's anything that you didn't like you can comment it .I would take either good or bad comments also I am not a native English speaker so if there is anything that you see that is wrong just tell me please , and that's it for now so just enjoy!)
8 years I've known the Winchester boys for almost 8 years, we first met at the roadhouse I was back from a hunt and I decided to spend some quality time with my best friend Ash. The night before we drink a lot and Ash passed away on the pool table , I somehow made it to my bed ,well he's bed actually ,but that's not the point.
In the morning I wake up really early with a huge headache so I decide I will get up and go see if Joe or Helen needed some help cleaning up the mess that we made the day before , and also help Ash get to bed so he could have proper sleep . That's when I first saw him, well ,them actually. I froze for a moments ,cuz well I mean I was taken aback about the fact that there were two strangers in the middle of the bar and they had Helen and jo's guns pointing at their back's !
I didn't know what to do , the first thing that came to my mind was to try to grab anything I could take to defend myself. So there I was wearing an oversized Led Zeppeling t-shirt ,no pants , messy hair, a Jack Daniels half empty bottle in my hand, and the biggest "I just woke up from a comma" look in my face.
-And what are you supposed to do drown os to death?( those words the first worst he ever say to me)
My first instinct was to look at him with the biggest bitch face I had ,and say the greatest fight back in the world , but the minutes I look at his face the words run out of my mind, it was like if I suddenly got dumb . So what did I do? I took the bottle drink what was left in it ,and threw it at his face, of course I was so wasted it didn't hit him, but that would have been a smooth move if it wasn't because it didn't go right. And that's when we knew who they were cuz in that exact moment Sam scream "Dean watch out". And every since that day with have been friends.
The day Ash die I was so messed up I couldn't do anything but try to fight my tears back and all I can think about was killing the demon that was responsible for his dead .So I joined the Winchester boys ,help them hunt down the son of a bitch and I got my revenge. After that we hit the road and start hunting together, you know the whole" saving people ,hunting things, family business "crap, it was fine ,we were having fun hunting monsters , spending time together laughing and drinking ,everything was fine, I mean as fine as a hunter's life can get. Sam and I were getting along spending time talking and all that , with Dean was complicated I mean we like each other , I guess, we like the same music, the same movies and we used to spend some time just washing Scooby-Doo together and drinking beer, it was those moments when I could swear I could fall for him , the tiny things that he did for me , like buying my favorite drink at the bar without me even asking for it ,playing my favorite song in the car, buying lemon pie instead of apple pie sometimes because he knew how much I like it, or just giving me his T-shirt to wear it to sleep , even just smiling to me for no reason ,those little things make me fall completely in love with him. And for a moment I thought he might feel the same, but I was wrong .After Sam died ,the first time, and he did the whole deal with Crossroad demon he was different , whatever thing that we had going on , it was gone ,he started just drinking a lot, eating a lot and hooking up with tons and tons of different women.
When he went to hell those were the most miserable month of my life I was depressed I was sad . The guy i was in love with just died who could blame me? and Sam well he was even worse .He took it really bad, he left me alone and disappear. Bobby was the only thing I had left, he was sad too but we help each other out I started living with him. I started cooking, cleaning, keeping the house looking good and keeping him safe and sound and most of all healthy. I will occasionally take some case ,leave him for a couple weeks or less then come back and everything will be a mess again , but hey at least he was fine! Bobby's house was the closest I ever had to a home .Our relationship just got better with time I still consider him like the dad I never had and I know he loved me like a daughter cuz he mention it once or twice.
The days passed then days became weeks,and weeks became months .I was getting back home from a case in Atlanta about some shifter crap. I stud buy a shop and buy some food for us cuz I knew Bobby didn't do it even though I asked him to. When I open the door there were nothing but silence and there was no one in the living room which was very rear cuz usually there'll be Bobby washing some football game on the TV . I try not to make a big deal of it so I went to the kitchen and put all the things I buy in the freezer and went to see if Bobby was outside fixing some car or something like that , and then I saw him, again ,for the first time in what felt like a long time. I couldn't believe what I saw I mean it couldn't be him he was supposed to be in hell so I just thought he wad a demon it's got to be a demon so in the same time that he runs to hug me I tried to attack him obviously he blocked all of my moves and took my knife and that's when Bobby scream that he was real and that he had already taste him and he wasn't either a demon a shifter or anything like that ,he was really Dean . I couldn't believe it at first I was so confused and so happy at the same time to see him again and he hug me like if I was the only girl in the world or at least that's how I felt.
Dean was back from hell and in no time we where back in the game.