Asked Her Why She Didn't Want To Go To School - Blog Posts

I absolutely love this quote. In my opinion it's talking about the person being afraid of being violent and now being too gentle. An example, myself as a teenager, I was violent and loud, very aggressive and confused and scared all the time which just made me more violent and aggressive, now as an adult I barely raise my voice, I'm terrified of becoming violent and mean again because that isn't who I am and being pushed to that level was absolute hell. My mum consistently acts like I was the only one with an issue but it takes more than one to fight unless you're fighting your inner demons and even then you're still fighting something. My mum had me on depression medication when I wasn't depressed, I wasn't (still am not because I have to get re-diagnosed) on ADHD medication, I was bullied, scared, angry, but it wasn't my fault, obviously I shouldn't have gotten violent and I take full blame for the violence, however the medication fucked with my head along with being a hormonal teenager who was in constant pain because of the constant anxiety.

— Nitya Prakash