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So, my diet finally came in and it’s basically eating the minimum amount of anything so it feels like ⭐️⭐️! I’m so happy and I frel like it’s the start of a new chapter after a very bad downfall🩷.
Starting again at 67 kg Saturday, keeping you weekly updated 🩷
Piggy eats, piggy walks.
Drinking coke zero gives the impression of you eating junk food, because everyone thinks about “coke” but not the zero🩷
Why can’t I just purge like everybody else does??? Such a pain.
Getting to a point where even only seeing a picture of food makes me feel nauseous and sick.
We’re getting there angels.
I actually found the strength to shop groceries without getting any of my binge foods (by will and following universe signals too).
I’m really proud right now.
Just came back from a weekend at my parents’ house. Do you know what this means?
Time to challenge myself with a 4 days fast!
I’m still not seeing or feeling differences, but people around me do and apparently their favorite thing to do now while hugging me is caressing my ribs.
6 kg down, let’s go!
I’ve been hungry since the day I was born.
I’ve been hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry.
I am hungry. I spend my life going around places, foaming at the mouth like a starving hyena.
All it’s left to do at the end of the day is staring at my body in the mirror and wondering when will this end.
The being unable to see even one little detail of some weight loss makes me feel like a disgusting fake.
Can’t wait to get some autonomy with food because of uni, so I can keep on going without anyone noticing/knowing.
Wanna be able to go to the bathroom but can’t take diet pills or laxs? Go for fast walking/running right after dinner, dressed in light clothes.
If it rains even better.
So tired of being fat.
friend is coming over later today and she used to have an ed. every time we hang out we bake and eat something sweet, so i’ve been on a 24hr fast til she comes over. 16hrs in! we’re probably gonna go on a walk too, so i’m gonna try to burn at least 400cals.
a cut that always bleeds