kara x north
“ - forever?
- forever.”
you're allowed to be messy, you're allowed to fuck up, you can be emotional and stupid and frantic and confusing and weird and any other embarrassing thing. anyone who makes you feel otherwise, or who makes you feel like you're walking on egg shells, like you're doomed if you slip up, they shouldn't be such a big part of your life.
sullen girl, fiona apple/a pearl, mitski
(tiktoker voice) disco elysium is a cozy game about a detective finding his way in a new society. you can read cozy book, have warm drinks, and even visit historical sites. and most importantly, remember your lost love. this game is a 9/10 for me, the atmosphere is adorable and i love how you can customize your character. have fun, cozy gamers ! <3
“You want to protect her, I know. So do I. And I will. After you were killed.” Elisabeth and Noah | Dark
not all of it is bad i think….…. we are going to be okay i think.
Hey! I was wondering if you knew more poems about fathers (in relation to having a difficult relationship with one?)
Let Your Father Die Energy Drink by Daniel Lavery and Cecelia Corrigan
Do You Consider Writing to be Therapeutic? by Andrew Grace
Real Estate by Richard Siken
This Be the Verse by Philip Larkin
Backwards by Warsan Shire
My Father's Hands by Dave Harris
Boy and the Belt / Poem to Take the Belt Out of My Dad's Hands by José Olivarez
My Father Writes From Prison by Ocean Vuong
of hurting people, of breaking their hearts and leaving them. it feels like i’m not capable of loving someone for a long time and i can’t do anything about it — i just have to wake up every morning, knowing that my feelings are slowly fading, until one day i open my tired eyes and understang — all i feel is an eternal emptiness in my chest.
‘i don’t love you anymore,’ i say quietly into the darkness.
‘please, stay. we can still make it work. we are a perfect couple. i love you.’
‘no,’ i reply with a cold voice. it hurts, and i can’t handle it. i am sorry. i am sorry. i am so fucking sorry.
i can’t afford to love someone anymore — it would be incredibly cruel to them.
actual footage of me post-season two trying to figure out who ISNT related at this point:
remember when neil perry said «i'm trapped»? that's how i've been feeling for the last week and honestly??? it's awful.
just hoping i won't end up like him.
please just let me go