Chased By Nightmares

You asked me to

Meet you at the bridge

I went there

And you burned it down

Do you even care?

Mach kaputt was mir lieb ist

Komm mir nicht zu nah'

Bin umgeben von zwei meter-

Hohem Stacheldraht

Sehe selbst nicht klar

Was ich sagte oder tat

Weiß nur es wär' besser

Wär' ich garnicht nicht da

Schieß' mich wieder ab

Damit ich den Schmerz ertrag'

Und sie haben dich gewarnt

Was sie sagten es ist wahr

Besser du gehst weiter

Es wär besser du gehst

Es wär besser ich geh

In meinem Herz gibt es nichts

Außer Schmerzen zu sehen

You're smothering me with ignorance

a mix of deadly silence, broken promises

and lies.

Abandoned and rejected like I don't matter to you

as the words you speak oppose the things you do.

And it hurts like a burning knife in my heart.

Brightly colored pictures

Move before my eyes

With no single reaction

Of my heart and my mind

Accompanying voices

I can't quite comprehend

My senses sense sensations

Which don't make any sense

Liege wach in der Nacht, frag mich was du gerade machst,

Was du fühlst, wies dir geht, denk mir: "Ist es schon zu spät,

Dir zu schreiben, mitzuteilen, ich würde gerne bei dir sein,

Meine Sachen zu packen und In den nächsten Bus zu steigen?".

And in times like this

I'd really wish

To bring my belongings

Into the basement

And forget about them

Again

Glances

I despise

Entering the stage

As I'd be a kind

Of tragical disgrace

Spots too bright

They melt my face

And I feel like

A tragic disgrace

Doesn't matter

which side I light

Cause the shadow

Remains behind

🌙

You are the moon

Raising the tides of my heart

Soothing the oceans of my soul

You are the moon

Maybe

Maybe I care too much

Maybe I don't care enough

About things I can't change

About all the different ways

It could've, would've been

It ended and began

About what has been said

About what it meant

Anxiety runs deep

While awake

While asleep

A staircase too steep

An end seems

Out of reach