I Should Be More Quiet. Perhaps Not Have A Tongue (or Fingers)

I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)

I like things in a way you don't understand!

A man saying feminism is good because patriarchy hurts men too is practically the same as a man who says he likes women cuz they make him food

I need to get off the internet

there's people everywhere....

I like to film videos in a 1st person pov and just speak my mind as i walk around. Well at least i liked doing so when i did it a week ago walking through an event. It feels like I'm a videogame character. Videogame characters comfort me

Can I say I like something without a ontologically evil divine force (my fuckass depression) taking it away from me real quick?

Tomorrow I have to wake up at six AM. Today It's six AM and I haven't slept

I hate powdered milk

la la la la

Mmmm. Should I really have a radiohead url? Could've been, I don't know, a chico buarque's one instead. But what can I do, if waiting does drive you crazy