I've Always Had This Feeling Deep Inside Me That The World, Despite Being A Somewhat Dangerous Yet Beautiful

I've always had this feeling deep inside me that the world, despite being a somewhat dangerous yet beautiful and almost fantastic place, doesn't have a place for me at all- I wasn't made for it and It doesn't have any business cattering to me. My existence here was a mere mistake, naturally ocurring, and will be solved one day or another. And doesn't matter how much time passes and how much I find beauty in life it wasn't ever made for my enjoyement. I am not meant to stick around, nor meant to stick with someone or to a purpose. There is no place I belong to. I never felt like I could stay. I only feel like I have to go.

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On a break from myself ^_^ and my life ^-^ and most other things

my top favorite unusual weapons. no particular order of favoritism (yet).

1- hot iron to brand cattle

2- broken glass bottle

3- screwdiver

4- chairs & tables

5- rope

6-pliers

7- syringes

8- water


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Just noticed that my suffering isn't righteous and that It doesnt absolve me nor does it purify the world fuckkk

I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)


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A man saying feminism is good because patriarchy hurts men too is practically the same as a man who says he likes women cuz they make him food


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elder people go crazy if they see a young disabled person in the priority queue they decided not to go to

nothing ever happens ?

I hope I die an horrible death tomorrow #hopepunk

My apologies, my apologies!

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