I just realised, Ed didn't return to the revenge to rescue Stede. Not entirely.
When he see's the three english warships he knows the Revenge is done for and anyone on board is going to be killed or captured.
So his decision to leave and go back to the ship isn't to rescue Stede.
It's to either sacrifice his life for Stede's.
Or die beside him.
Ed confesses to Nigel's murder to try to spare Stede.
Ed has no reaction to being told he's being sentenced to death other than "Yep."
But when Stede is sentenced to death Ed panics.
In hindsight his decision to take the act of grace is a simple one. It's actually better than he could have hoped for because up to that moment he knew they were probably going to die anyway. He's Blackbeard for godsake. He knew he was done for when he set foot back on the revenge.
But watching Stede die and being made to live without him? Nah. Unacceptable.
He'd rather sign away both their lives so they can die together fighting a war for the king.
Ed was really ready to die. No escape plan. Every plan he had was aimed at not being made to live without Stede.
And then Stede kissed him back and suddenly he realise they could actually have a life together and THAT? That is worth having an escape plan for.
I can't help but wonder if Ed kissed Stede when he was mid sentence because he was expecting a rejection and couldn't stand the idea of it. Had to silence him because if he didn't kiss him right now he would die without knowing what it was like. And they are both going to die anyway. Why not just go for it?
He didn't dare dream, even with Lucius telling him more than once, that Stede could want him.
I've hurt my own feelings.
I need a lie down.
is there anything this asshole won't try to take from us?
saw my ex at 7/11 and looked like i just crawled out of a dumpster 🤦🏼♀️
cannot stress enough how much i love the way our flag means death portrays blackbeard in the finale. there is no mistaking that everything he’s doing is a facade. he doesn’t want this. he wanted to be loved. he wanted to be happy. but he’s come to the conclusion that that life just isn’t for him. he’s only ever been a monster, it’s the easy way out. but the final shot of blackbeard isn’t him sailing confidently to his next adventure. it’s him breaking down on stede’s bed, crying so hard that the makeup he’s using to mask himself is running down his face. he is broken. we all know that, and they’re not trying to tell us anything different.
You know how you gotta restart a song a bunch of times because you didn't appreciate it enough the first time?
Damn I love this song. I'd watch it all day long. 💃🏼
Yesterday I didn’t even know what SMAU meant and now it’s 3am and I’m sobbing over a multimedia masterpiece Blackbonnet fic set in the 80s
Ed's deranged little "heh yeh 😍" when Stede asks if he's happy now after being stabbed
The boys are done! I’m going to making foil prints (tarot cards) of these guys to go in my shop. I’ll post again once I have them in person 🫶
𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔏𝔞𝔰𝔱 ℜ𝔬𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢
i enjoy izzy hands and con o’neill just as much as everyone else but there is one thing that’s bothering me that people seem to be forgetting.
izzy may call him ed or edward, but he doesn’t know edward. he only knows the blackbeard persona. he doesn’t love edward, the scared boy who grew up in an abusive home and fancies a fine fabric. he doesn’t love ed as he wants to be, gentle and wearing silk and building blanket forts. he loves edward as he wants him to be; the dread pirate blackbeard.
y’all need to get it thru ur heads that izzy is bad for edward. does this mean he’s doing it with malicious intent? of course not. i do think he genuinely loves the version of edward in his head, but the fact is that that is not the person edward wants to be.
i saw someone on twitter saying that it was “media illiteracy” for people to say that izzy doesn’t truly love edward, and that is so fucking stupid lmao. it’s media illiteracy to say “uwu izzy is my sweet boy who’s never done anything wrong! he loves ed and we should feel bad for him that stede changed ed!”
no, we shouldn’t. because y’all seem to be forgetting who edward wants to be. and edward does not want to be blackbeard. the blackbeard persona is killing edward. if izzy truly loved him he would want what’s best for him. he’d want him to be happy.
let’s consider stede’s love for edward vs izzy’s love for edward. do they both love him? absolutely. but do they both have his best interests in mind? no.
stede has edward’s best interests in mind. after being convinced that he ruined edward, stede made the (admittedly unwise) decision to leave edward because it’s what he thought was best. he was convinced that he ruined blackbeard, that edward was unhappy, that it was his fault that edward’s life had fallen apart. as misguided as it was, he was putting edward before himself. he would rather edward be happy without him than unhappy with him.
and now izzy. izzy spent the entire time on the revenge berating edward for not being tough enough. for not being blackbeard. he never considered that edward didn’t want to be blackbeard. he didn’t care that edward was happy. he was the constant voice of self doubt that edward had about himself.
he wanted blackbeard. he convinced himself that that was who edward truly was. and then he broke edward down, ridiculing him until edward finally snapped and became the kraken. and what happened after edward broke? after he completely shut himself off to all happiness and became a numb shell of a man? izzy was happy.
because izzy’s love is selfish. he might call him edward, but that does not mean he knows or even cares about ed. he has a deep and unhealthy obsession with blackbeard and doesn’t care about the man underneath.
please don’t kid yourself into thinking that izzy and edward’s relationship is even comparable to stede and edward’s relationship. one of these relationships is about two traumatized men learning to let go of the personas they’ve hidden behind their entire lives and finally allowing themselves to be themselves and be happy. the other is an unhealthy relationship in which one man is deeply codependent on the other, and encourages him to keep up the facade that is killing him.
i’m all for media comprehension and diving into the complex relationship of izzy and edward. i think it’s fascinating. but don’t pretend like it isn’t toxic because you’re fooling yourself. and i feel for izzy, i do. i think he’s a great character. but he is not good for edward. yes izzy loves him and yes izzy is also bad for him both of these things can be true.
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