qqgk / global examination
"is it raining outside?" = happy birthday
read qqgk global examination for the narration
the look on lu guang's face after looking at the tarrot card he drew
now imagine if he drew "death"
global examination episode 104 :,)
exam clean up arc changes sm after finishing the novel and knowing the two extra ppl are the real qin jiu and you huo from the past
- you huo getting so jealous of you huo, he tries to make himself more like you huo after waking up
-we never find out why qin jiu was tied up
qqgk
treating the exam subjects as pets
…but what if I told you this was on purpose, because it’s a metaphor?
We first find out about the engraving on Tatsuya’s lighter down in the shelter underneath Kasugayama. Tatsuya and Maya can’t settle down, so instead they start to chat and show each each other their comfort objects. Notice that both Tatsuya’s lighter and Maya’s bunny are relics of the past, given to them by someone they cared about but who is now gone.
The first time I played through this part of Innocent Sin, I hated it. It’s just not a fun dungeon, and the reveal about the engraving seemed like an awfully convenient clue. (The exit to the bomb shelter is both important but impossible to see, which gives Maya the idea to try using a mirror to find the exit indirectly.) But then once I thought about this sequence later on with more information, I realized that it was actually pretty brilliant.
Just think about it: the party’s pursuit of Joker brings them to Kasugayama High, a place where Jun should be, yet he’s nowhere to be found. (Eikichi even actively inquires about him, in classroom 3-1.) Once the party descends into the air raid shelter, Tatsuya metaphorically descends into the depths of his grief and trauma-induced depression, represented by an endless loop in the miserable dark. The game then creates empathy for Tatsuya’s emotional state by having the player wander around and around the dungeon, becoming miserable themselves.
The source of Tatsuya’s misery, as we know, is what happened because of the incident at Alaya shrine. He’s spent ten whole years unable to move on from that day, due to his repressed memories and the absence of his friends–but then once Maya, Lisa and Eikichi return to him, he’s still missing a crucial piece of the puzzle: Jun.
However, the truth is that Jun does still exist nearby, in Tatsuya’s heart and memories. It’s no coincidence that Tatsuya can only find the shelter’s exit once he stops looking for it physically and falls asleep, allowing his unconscious mind to find that all important but invisible thing he’s been looking for.
And it is only once Tatsuya remembers Jun, his mirror, that progress even becomes possible.
jiuhuo's influence
first meeting
Qin Jiu universal wink for pulling ppl into unmonitored rooms
Ahhh, they make me sad.