xavier love and deepspace fluff/slight angst! x female reader. comfort fic. reader is in a deep depression. ong this is js based on me. she feels so empty but keeps going like a robot. xavier helps her feel better. i just wrote this for comfort to myself because i havent been feeling well at all.
Xavier didn’t question why today you seemed to crave his touch and attention more than usual. Normally, affection flowed freely between you and your boyfriend, but lately, an unshakable heaviness had settled in your heart, dimming your once vibrant spirit. Despite your unwavering love for Xavier, nurtured and deepened through time, the weight of depression had become an unwelcome companion.
You lounged in the bedroom of your shared apartment, having not left bed since the previous afternoon. Xavier noticed the deterioration, how you stayed awake till morning, slept through the day, and needed reminders to eat. When he checked on you, concern etched in his features, you waved him off with a feeble excuse about needing a break from hunting, urging him to focus on work.
How was he to continue his day knowing the woman he cherished was in pain? He knew better than to pry when you weren’t ready to open up, fearing it might worsen your state. Yet today, when he returned home, you greeted him at the doorway in one of his hoodies and shorts, reaching up to wrap your arms around his neck. “Miss you,” you whispered, seeking solace in Xavier’s embrace. He held you tightly, his voice a comforting balm as he asked, “How are you today, my love?” Tears welled in your eyes at his tenderness, and as they spilled over, Xavier gently lifted you into his arms and carried you back to bed.
His murmured reassurances were soft as he laid you down, his hand soothingly rubbing your back. “I’m here. I won’t leave,” he promised, his caring gaze a lifeline in the storm of your emotions. Gratefulness swelled within you for a boyfriend as attentive and loving as Xavier.
Quickly shedding his work clothes for comfort, Xavier slid under the covers beside you. His skilled hands encircled your waist as he drew you close, pressing kisses to the crown of your head. You clung to his scent, fingers tightening on his shirt as if afraid he might vanish. Tears continued to streak your cheeks, each one a testament to the ache in Xavier’s heart. He leaned closer, kissing away your tears, silently urging you to speak.
“Sorry for pushing you away lately,” you finally began, your voice cracking with emotion. Xavier shook his head gently, his thumb brushing away the remnants of tears. “You don’t need to apologise, angel.”
“I feel so lost, Xavi... I don’t understand what I’m feeling... I love you, that hasn’t changed, but I feel drained, empty. I feel like I’m just going through the motions, like a hollow shell. I push you away because I’m terrified of dragging you into this void with me. I feel selfish that you take care of me like this, like some sort of burden.”
Xavier listened quietly, his fingers tracing soothing patterns on your skin, his eyes never leaving yours. When you finished, he caressed your hips tenderly, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. “Never feel terrified about ‘dragging’ me anywhere. Whatever you’re going through, I want to be there with you. I love you deeply, and I’ll be patient. If you need space, I’ll give it. If you want me close, I’ll stay. If you want to stay in bed, wear my clothes, I’ll support you every step.”
His eyes held yours with unwavering sincerity, offering you his heart and strength. You hiccupped through a smile, feeling a weight lift as Xavier’s words enveloped you in warmth and security. “I love you,” he whispered again, his touch tender against your tear-streaked face.
“I love you too,” you replied softly, leaning into his touch. Xavier kissed you lovingly, pouring his heart into the moment, promising silently to be your anchor in the storm until the darkness lifted.
“If you feel like a void, let me fill it with everything I have to give,” he murmured against your lips, sealing the vow with a kiss.
kōu... i cant stop thinking abt kōutaro 😣 i just want to sleep but rn i wanna sleep w/ his big big arms around my small fucking frame..! oh god maybe i have a size kink?????????
tw! kaebedo (kaeya x albedo)
omega albedo not knowing whats happening 2 him or how to please himself so he goes to the most trusted alpha in mondstat, kaeya. he knows kaeya probably has helped other omega’s in the town nd slightly feels a tang of jealousy but what else could he do... nd when he asks kaeya for help, the aforementioned alpha is more than happy 2 help his junior knight.. and it leads to kaeya experimenting w albedo’s body. touching him here, there, everywhere & kaeya practically learns every push and pull albedo has that night. ... the first time albedo has his heat, kaeya was helping a diff omega and Again theres that jealousy albedo feels . but he seeks help from .... another alpha (id say diluc but idk diluc Gives me switch vibes) and when kaeya hears that his favourite omega sought help from someone else, he made sure the next time albedo had his heat, he was the one who’d claim him... <3
slowly becomes genshin impact nsfw acc..
diluc with a master kink be like 🤩🤩🤩
HAJFHWJD WAIT WAIT OHMYGOD . i love u . pls diluc is v private abt his sex life n relationship in general bc he doesnt want Anyone knowing whats going on in his life. which is why its so easy 2 rile him up. LIKE esp calling him shit ur supposed to be calling him in bed??? one day he’s been so busy nd hasnt paid any attention to u so in the middle of his meeting with jean, u sat next to him n placed ur hand on his thigh, leaning closer to whisper “master, i want you, please.” AND HE GOES BEETROOT RED , LOOKS AT U DEAD IN THE EYE AND TELLS U TO SHUT UP but hes stuttering bc his junior is watching him confusedly and u giggle to urself w a shit eating grin (kaeya’s in the corner laughing to himself) but if u thought u got away w that, ur wrong. the second u nd diluc get alone time in the office, yk hes already pounding into u against the table and shoving his glove in ur mouth to keep ur “filthy noises” to urself ... he’s holding both ur hands behind ur back as u practically drool. u can only mumble out “master diluc,” once more before he’s pushing his cum so deep witihin u ..
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diluc sama seemingly dominant and all his maids adore him, look up to him, love him. but most of them dont know how the head maid bosses the beloved master. how he’s shivering and whining under her touch. how he’s arching his back and pleading for more. “what was that, diluc-sama? you want me to go faster?”
scratches brain.. idunno man but aether and venti in skirts has my mind running thoughtS HNNNFMRMFMDMD
aaa i’m having exams this week but i cant stop thinking abt atsumu .. ur tongue lolling out to the side as he grips hard on ur thighs, spreading them apart for u while he fucks u stupid. “like that, huh? ya like me fuckin’ yer cunny stupid? lil bitch.” nd HE JUST HAS THAT FERAL LOOK IN HIS FACE AWOOOAGWHW u cant even form a sentence.!! just constant humphs nd moans of atsumu’s name. the exam sheet u were studying has been discarded onto the desk nd atsumu has u sitting on his lap on the leather chair. its not long before ur yelling out “tsumu, tsumu, tsumu!” bc ur walls begin to clamp around his cock n tears well out of ur eyes. “what? gonna cum already? pathetic whore.” despite his harsh words, he fucks harder into ur cunny, one of his fingers playing w ur sensitive little nub down there and its not long before ur gushing all around him, entire body shaking ...
IM JUST TRYING TO SLEEP BUT NO I HAVE TO THINK ABT BOKUTO FAT COCK. ITS 1AM I HAVE SCHOOL BUT IM TOO PREOCCUPIED W DADDY BOKUTO ND HOW HE JUST !!2?3!23? GRRRR AWOOGAWOOGA pls pls koutaro pls manhandle me oh god Pls throw me on ur shoulder nd slap my ass while m Wearing a skirt. pls Pls roughly hold my cheeks in between ur hands n tell me how slutty i look. pls shove ur thick fingers in my mouth nd coo at me when i start to cry bc of ur words. kōu pls shove ur cock in my mouth w/o warning n fuck my face however u want , PLEASE !! IM DESPERATQ PLE WSE
u ever think abt concwpts and then u end up writing a whole ass paragraph