I Think Clive Is Starting To Feel Jealous Of His Wife, For Getting To Sleep With Jason

Today, I happened to come across my first ever piece of serious writing from 2020. It was a Harry Potter fanfiction, and, at the time, was a piece longer than I ever could've dreamed of writing, sitting at around 77 pages in Google Docs. I read about the first ten pages, and OH BOY was it ROUGH.

But, I almost really like the idea that it was so bad. That piece of writing is five years old, and was when I first began by journey as a creative writer. In a way, the idea that it was bad was almost comforting, because I get to see how much I've truly changed and grown.

I looked at this piece of writing compared to one of my most recent fanfictions, and the difference is IMMACULATE in just the first two paragraphs. My old writing was heavily dialogue driven, contained so little detail, and felt rather bland, especially in terms of a character's emotions and actions. Now, I'm watching how detailed I am with each of my sentences, and how much attention I'm putting into each character. I can see where younger me was lacking, and where older me has recognized and fixed those holes and has grown beyond where I ever could've dreamed.

I think that, as writers, we often tend to lose track of how much we progress as we practice. It's really easy to get lost in the issues or problems we're having now, and neglect to think about how far we've truly come. We continue to focus on the negative instead of the positive; the future we want instead of where we were in the past.

My point is this: if at any moment you start to doubt your writing, or just think nothing is improving, go back and look at your old pieces. Don't change anything and just read through them. It's probably going to be really difficult, but it just shows how much you've grown and how much progress you've made over the course of your journey. I think you'll find that your writing has changed a lot more than you thought, and that, despite what you believe, you really have grown.

Instead of being embarrassed by your older pieces, use them to motivate you. Think about how much younger you would be shocked at how far you are right now, and just how proud they would be of you. You are currently at the position where younger you could only dream of being. And it's only going to go up from here 💖

All three of us are on the same wavelength 🤝

NSFW/ 18+

I just think that Jason would gladly cockwarm for Clive while he’s researching. Just him in his knees with Clive’s cock in his mouth and Clive reads/ takes notes/ goes over diagrams.

Looks like scenery from a fantasy novel.

Arches and Islands by Cole Chase Photography

Please don’t bash Ron. He was in one of the toughest situation and a teenager. I made most of my mistakes while I was 16-18 yo. He’s a super human and understandable character. In fact, I’d say he’s a better friend than a lot of people I know

The large amount of Ron bashing makes me depressed and scared to show my true self to others since I have really similar insecurities to Ron, and if people can’t forgive Ron for acting rashly a few times because of his insecurities and accept him as a good person, how can I expect people to forgive and accept me when I have acted worse than Ron many more times because of my insecurities?

No one locks in like my students when admin walks into my room.

Admin will be right outside, in the doorway, and they’ll make frantic hand gestures at me like “cut the music!” And suddenly whatever they’re working on is the most interesting thing they’ve ever done. The room gets silent and they have an answer for every question I ask.

Neil deserves freckles… I don’t make the rules.

Do you think freckles go away when you rank up? O.O

I hope you like my art, I’m pretty happy with how it turned out.

Drawing clothes that look bad is hard, so I gave up. We will just pretend this is after Jason gets him clothes.

Though if you hate the clothes… that was intentional.

Neil doesn’t have a lot of references, so I did my best.

Was so upset when I realized he did not have the magic dice as his casino power… T.T

Transmigrating sure is quite a hassle 💦

wtf

Me: *listening to book 11*

Book 11: Neil, “I’d even take an affliction specialist, if they bring snacks.”

Me: *sighs, makes a mark* New fic to write: Jason seducing Neil with food

Guys. Why do we see all the other titans talking but Eren’s Attack Titan doesn’t?