Sometimes, Self Love Is Curling Up With A Giant Tub Of Ice Cream And Watching Jacksepticeye Videos 💚

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✎ Introduction

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·⊱ Welcome ⊰·

Soo...I attempted to do another Jacksepticeye edit.

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Apps Used: Pics Art

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-EnJoy!

In 7 days, 3 hours, and 5 minutes I will officially graduate from middle school. 🎓

Spent a day, working on school work, finishing the last semester, trying to hang out with friends who keep flaking out on me and—

Firetruck

Wait wait wait

Anti and the wicked witch of the east are related?

Current Mood: Scared. Guilty. Nervous.

As you all know school for the most of us is either over or just finishing up which means report cards. (Yay.) Just to keep it brief, this school year has been the best for me, despite it’s ups and downs, mostly ups for me.

Now, as you guys can imagine I’m scared half to death, even, about the report cards coming out, I’ve never been homeschooled before, so it was all new to me as to many others. But that’s not the reason on why I’m scared, the reason on why I’m scared is because of missing work. Now with missing work it’s pain to get it done and then graded and updated, if your teachers use a site to do it on, which mine do. Now, I turned in all of my things before this happened, a couple of math tests, science I can’t do because the thing I use it for (flipgrid) barely worked for me half of the time, (that I expect to get a bad grade on along with Math, because maths a bitch.) and I was sick those days, it was just to make up some tests. Again, for me the virus was only in China and just seemed something like the flu as the way the news was protaling it back then and the way I saw it as well.

I stayed after school for those ‘make -up’ days, the teacher was in there and knew that I was doing the work and all, keep that in mind, anyways, I finished the math work up, placed it on his desk and left. Now, I didn’t expect him to grade it right away he has his class, my class, and another class, his class being the biggest out of the two, so whatever, right? He’ll just go into his computer and tick it off, right? Right? Now, don’t get me wrong I get that people are busy and all and I of course just pushed it off we were also getting ready for MAPS testing and stage forward testing along with getting placed in classes for high school, so you can imagine all the chaos going around, so I didn’t talk to him and I just assumed that he had them all ticket off. Again, fast forward this time being after or around spring break, I can’t remember, but we were all quartined and I then took this opportunity to see the missing work I had and you probably guessed it, the missing work from math, still missing. Did I say anything about it? Nope, cause I assumed that the site was just bugging out, (it often did that) so I just shrugged it off.

-Now to the present, I’m pretty great in school, I mostly managed to pull A’s, B’s and C’s and sometimes a D- in the process of things, mostly math. Now the thing I’m worried about is my parents. Like any parents they take this stuff seriously and with my falling out from last year, bad grades as you can guess, first time in forever, I wanted to try really hard this year and just looking at my grades now knowing that it’s gonna be the same, I’m just scared. The worse I can probably get off is a grounding and a lecture, along with summer school, which is whatever they’re just trying to help and I’m grateful for that but I know a lot of kids aren’t fournatue to have that which I think is just stupid, the abuse they get and all news flash not helping, technology isn’t always to blame, Karen and I could write and whole essay on how I think that all situation and situations are just stupid like yeah sure they failed but if you try to help or just lean in and act like you know what you’re doing, they’ll appreciate it, trust me it can go a long way for some, same goes with teachers and school staff, but listen like I said, I’m over all scared and just mad at myself and extremely guilty for letting my parents down, like I said I’ll try my best to get caught up but I doubt it’ll change.

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·⊱ W̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨc͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ ⊰·

S̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊...I̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊ a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ J͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅk̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣc͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅr̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣm̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅr̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ A̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ.

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❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

M̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚

-S̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚k̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅh͚̖̜̍̃͐b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊k̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅ

-S̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅh͚̖̜̍̃͐o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨ P̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅi̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣl͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨ

-"F̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅ's̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚" e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ (I̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚h͚̖̜̍̃͐e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅy͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ h͚̖̜̍̃͐a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣg͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿h͚̖̜̍̃͐t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂ f̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣt̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨl͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨ

t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿h͚̖̜̍̃͐ c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅl͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ f̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅr̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿.)

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❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

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-E̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊J͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ!

I can already hear the theories running wild in my head about this.

Found a little interesting thing on the scp website

When I read about this scp I imediantly thought of Anti. Just read the description of this thing:

Description: SCP-2490 refers to a modified human being, believed to be Chaos Insurgency Special Operative Alpha-19, that has stalked at least ██ Foundation employees since 19██. SCP-2490's head is composed of a single, oblong beige capsule, on which two eyes have been painted and no other facial features are present. Its body consists of multiple white, jointed segments. SCP-2490 possesses claws that appear to be grafted to its hand pods. Based on target testimony, however, most observers perceive it as an ordinary human being.

SCP-2490 displays behavior consistent with game stalkers, identifying a person (or multiple persons) and methodically stalking them, usually through urban and rural areas. The target is (or will become) immune to the mechanism that SCP-2490 uses to disguise itself, but SCP-2490 makes no attempt to disguise its behavior if spotted. Targets have often reported seeing normal persons transform into SCP-2490 before it begins pursuit. SCP-2490 will pursue the target for anywhere between several hours and several months, often showing itself to the target from a range before fleeing. As a result of this behavior, targets usually express lack of sleep, extreme paranoia, introversion, and a phobia of mannequins.

Targets uniformly report SCP-2490 either moving towards them without moving its legs (with its arms outstretched) or scuttling in a matter akin to a crab. SCP-2490 appears to have a type of short-range teleportation (although another hypothesis is that there are multiple instances of SCP-2490). In one instance, SCP-2490's target locked it in a closet, then turned around to see SCP-2490 emerging from a nearby bathroom. Eventually, targets are found unconscious, with puncture marks in their skull. MRI scanning reveals that brain tissue from the cerebellum, hippocampus, cerebral cortex, and random sections of the frontal, parietal, and temporal lobes has been removed and replaced with a fluid similar to SCP-████'s secretions.

Following an attack, a random SCP that the target previously worked with will disappear. How the object is removed is unknown, as no security measures are activated and no witnesses are ever present. Surveillance footage shows no abnormalities besides a consistent 0.5 second period of static, during which time the object disappears. Attempts to watch anomalous objects in-person result in brief periods of vision failure (usually through malfunctioning lights, human error, or optical instrument failure) during which time the object disappears.

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I mean besides the discription of the phsyical appearance, it seems like Anti to me. The fact that the scp doesn’t make himself known unless he knows he’s been found out is really similar to Anti. Like he likes to play with us, but when he knows we’re on to something, he comes out. Another thing is the scp likes to stalk people... uh.. Anti has been stalking Chase for years now. Also the teleportation makes sense. But it says that the target after coming in contact with the scp experiences extreme paranoia. I’d say that’s basically us at this point. We are always so paranoid as to when Anti will return again. I mean this Scp seems a lot like Anti to me. If you guys have any other suggestions on what scp Anti could be, hit me up and lemme read them.

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/ˈtroumə,ˈtrômə/

(noun)

a deeply distressing or disturbing experience.

1. “a personal trauma like the death of a child.”

H͔̱̻̦e̳̬͕̲̲̘ͅl̩̳̲̖l͔͔̮o̗̰͇̦̯̺,̝̦͍͇̳̱͍ ̘̫̝̠͉̦͖d͖̻͎̼̲̯e͖̳͇̼̟̼a͎̰̫̳̪r ̲͚̠v͈̣̦̲̟͕i̥͓͓͖͓ew̖̺̯̘̥̼ͅe̯r̯̪̙̦̭.̺͇͙ ̜̹̗͎͚̮͚F̫̯̳or̥̯͓̥ y̹͚̦e͎̺̖̗͎̼͇ar̝̫s͕͇̭̬ ̹̝͙̰͉̪̺y̪̺͈͕o̼̲̞̣͖̣u̥̖ ͚̤h̳̞͕̲̳a̰͚̝̝̺ͅv̹̠̟͎̱̘ͅe̮̲̼͕ ̤̣ͅw̖a͇͖̪̫tc̫̱͔̦h̪͔̱e͚͈̥̻d̹̤̲̰͇̺̤ ̣̯͈̙t̘͎̙̪̖̫h̙̘e͇̙͔̦͚ ̠̣̮J̜͙͖̜a̺͉̳̗̫cks͖͍̜̻̘̤e͍̦͈̪p͎̣̬̺̰̲͓t̰i̙̻͈̻c͚̙̞͓e̪͍̤̝͎̳̱y̥̹̩e͍̘̺̠ ̭͔͙v̟̺̯͎͕̬̥a͓̤̼̥̯ri̦̻̲̺̘et͓̬͉͎͙y̤̮̫̜ ͖̫͍͔͍̝̞cḥ̩̞̗̘a͓̞̱̗n̼̪̳͎ͅn̩̜͖̹̘̦̳e̮l̹̩̜̫ ̳̰̭͉̠̗u̞͎̭̝͉̥n̥͕̲̣a̦̤̻̟̮̙̖w̤a͍͚̲̞͖r̞̞̫e̝̦̗͉ ̘o̳̖̤f̻̫̼̝͍ͅ w̗̬h̺̩̗͖͈̗ͅa̹̞͕t͍͎̮̙ y̝̗̞ͅo̫̘͈̹̻͓u̟̺ ḥ̯̹̱̱̺ave̫͉̯̤͔͓̙ ̝̘̣b̰͖e̦̠̳̦̱ͅe̙̦͇̝n̳̘̪̣̣̜ ̟̤͔pa͍̦̝͍rț̤͓͈̫i̬c̙͕͍̜̞̤͖i̳̖̞̬̥p̻̖̘̻̘a͇t̗i͈̜̰̣̺͉̬n͎̮g̜ ͕͙̣͖̪̯̺i̜͇̳n.͈̦͚̖̩̭̩ ͖̟͔͈̻͕͍U̫͈̰n͍̜̹̜͚̭a̞̩̘̞w̟̳͚̘̠̣a̲̲̗̫̠r͉̪͔̗̗e̩ o͈̻̹͖̫̙f͇ t̫͕̬̟͉he̥̝͓̬̥͔̜ ̠̳͉t̻͈̫̣͇͇r̻̝̙̘̞͉o̙u̙b̥͇̮̜̭͇ḽ̜͉̜̺e̠̭̗̹s ̹͎̬̦͇ṭ̟̠̜̮̥h̗̻͎͍͖a̗̹̮̙̼̤t̥̳͎̣̺̣ ͖͍y̝̣̗o̻͇͓͚̜u ͅb̼͚̠̫r̬͍̻̙̩i̙͚̱̬͍̰n̗͓͔g̞͇̗̖ͅ ̱̤̖u̺̙͇̰p̬͉o̹̬̲̖̯n͕̖̱̯ ̜͈̫̰̳̠̙s̝̦o͙͔̟͍̞c͚͚i͖͙͔͖̻͉ͅet̰̦y̘͚͚̰͖͚͕.̤̙ Y̳̩͚̪̮ou̬͕̣͉ͅ ̩̖̹̲t̝̘͖h͚̪̱͉̳̙ͅi̭̹ͅn̝̙̪k͙̺͙̬̜̜ ̼̲͕͍̞w̝a͈̟̦͔͈̹t̥c̻̘̝̤̠h̬̟̙͖͇ͅi̬̲n̜̩̩̫̼̮g̼͈̖̦̣̙̣ ͔̺̟̦̗a̜̠̠ ̜̦͍̪͙̤y͈̹o̙͙u̹͇̣̬t̘̺u̲͔̹̯ͅb̘͔͉e̪̳̯̭ ̜̞̖̱̖c͚̱͇̯̥̩̦h͙̙̺̳̩a̬̪̗̹̬̰n͚n̲̺͔̬̹̠͚e̪̲̖l͇̭̘̮̠ ̤͙͖̰ͅi͖̩̤s͓͓̠͈ ͍̱̹͇̩̦̮e͍̞̟̮̟̥̝n̟o̬̥̣̜̤ṳ̭̻g̫̯̰͚̘̘h̝̩͓̮͈̗̗ ͔t͈̯̹̟o̙̝̟ ̬s̲̟̜̤av̪͓͇̩͈ͅe̜̱̯ ͙̞̹̲̖̦y̻o̤̤̬̣͚u͙̘,̰͉ ͉͚̪̩͉bu̩t̟̦ ͚̦h̟͔̻̦o͎̪͎͕̭̬ͅw͙̟̩ ̯͔̳̜f̘͓͔̹̣͔a̰͙̱̮̼r̰͍ ̟w̻̺iͅͅͅl͖͓̯l͖̹ ̗̙̫ỵ̣͚͔̣o̠̜̝͈̼ͅu̦̼͍̻ ̺̹̼̻̖g̻o͈̱͙͉̦̦͈ ͚͙͕̬̖f̱̥̖̟̠o̭̖̦͎̝̙r̬̻̩̬ͅ ̰̺͔̖͍̲̝ỵ̝o̭͇u͔͖͔̟r̥͚̟ o͖͓̠̗͙w̥̰͈̦͔͕ṋ̖͖̦ ̩͕̫̘̳ạ͕̬̙m̟u̥s̙e̪͕m̗͕͔̺̲en̰̥͈t͈̮̭̘̠.̦̪͈ͅͅ I'̥̺͈̬̻ḍ̼ͅ ̪͖̦̦̹l̦̲̖͍̻̻̰iḳe͚ ̳̫̖͇̱̮̘t̮̲̭͉̦̲̗o͇̩̫̹ p̻̠la̟̙̲̘͍y̹̫̤̼̠ ̻̱̲̥a̰ ̲g̺̜͖̮a͔m̫e̻̣̙. ͕H̹͔͈̮o̹̳w͖ ̱͎͙m͕̫̰̭a̭̰͍̻͎ͅn̪͚y̤ ͙͔̺̭̬̼g̟̣͔͇͉̞͍a̲m͔̠̭̞͚̫̪e̳͇͓̪s͚ ẉ̼ḭ͎l̩̭̙͕̪̻̫lͅ ̙͈y̰̟̠͓̞o̜u͔̬̗͓̜̣ ̫̤p̞̳̜̙͖l͓ay̩͕̬?̱̞̣ 

Seán: Don’t check that dark corner in your house.

Me, every five minutes with my phone flashlight: clak, clak, clak, click, click, click