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Current Mood: Scared. Guilty. Nervous.

As you all know school for the most of us is either over or just finishing up which means report cards. (Yay.) Just to keep it brief, this school year has been the best for me, despite it’s ups and downs, mostly ups for me.

Now, as you guys can imagine I’m scared half to death, even, about the report cards coming out, I’ve never been homeschooled before, so it was all new to me as to many others. But that’s not the reason on why I’m scared, the reason on why I’m scared is because of missing work. Now with missing work it’s pain to get it done and then graded and updated, if your teachers use a site to do it on, which mine do. Now, I turned in all of my things before this happened, a couple of math tests, science I can’t do because the thing I use it for (flipgrid) barely worked for me half of the time, (that I expect to get a bad grade on along with Math, because maths a bitch.) and I was sick those days, it was just to make up some tests. Again, for me the virus was only in China and just seemed something like the flu as the way the news was protaling it back then and the way I saw it as well.

I stayed after school for those ‘make -up’ days, the teacher was in there and knew that I was doing the work and all, keep that in mind, anyways, I finished the math work up, placed it on his desk and left. Now, I didn’t expect him to grade it right away he has his class, my class, and another class, his class being the biggest out of the two, so whatever, right? He’ll just go into his computer and tick it off, right? Right? Now, don’t get me wrong I get that people are busy and all and I of course just pushed it off we were also getting ready for MAPS testing and stage forward testing along with getting placed in classes for high school, so you can imagine all the chaos going around, so I didn’t talk to him and I just assumed that he had them all ticket off. Again, fast forward this time being after or around spring break, I can’t remember, but we were all quartined and I then took this opportunity to see the missing work I had and you probably guessed it, the missing work from math, still missing. Did I say anything about it? Nope, cause I assumed that the site was just bugging out, (it often did that) so I just shrugged it off.

-Now to the present, I’m pretty great in school, I mostly managed to pull A’s, B’s and C’s and sometimes a D- in the process of things, mostly math. Now the thing I’m worried about is my parents. Like any parents they take this stuff seriously and with my falling out from last year, bad grades as you can guess, first time in forever, I wanted to try really hard this year and just looking at my grades now knowing that it’s gonna be the same, I’m just scared. The worse I can probably get off is a grounding and a lecture, along with summer school, which is whatever they’re just trying to help and I’m grateful for that but I know a lot of kids aren’t fournatue to have that which I think is just stupid, the abuse they get and all news flash not helping, technology isn’t always to blame, Karen and I could write and whole essay on how I think that all situation and situations are just stupid like yeah sure they failed but if you try to help or just lean in and act like you know what you’re doing, they’ll appreciate it, trust me it can go a long way for some, same goes with teachers and school staff, but listen like I said, I’m over all scared and just mad at myself and extremely guilty for letting my parents down, like I said I’ll try my best to get caught up but I doubt it’ll change.

In 7 days, 3 hours, and 5 minutes I will officially graduate from middle school. 🎓

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✎ I̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅu̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅt̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊

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·⊱ W̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨc͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ ⊰·

S̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊...I̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊ a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ J͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅk̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣc͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅr̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣm̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅr̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ A̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ.

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❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

M̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚

-S̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚k̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅh͚̖̜̍̃͐b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅo͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊k̲̱̠̞̖ͧ̔͊̇̽̿̑ͯͅ

-S̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅh͚̖̜̍̃͐o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨ P̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅi̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣl͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨ

-"F̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅ's̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚" e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ (I̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣ s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅe̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚h͚̖̜̍̃͐e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ p̱̱̬̻̞̩͎̌ͦ̏r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍b͎̣̫͈̥̗͒͌̃͑̔̾ͅy͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ h͚̖̜̍̃͐a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ m̘͈̺̪͓ͩ͂̾ͪ̀̋e̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑ r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣg͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿h͚̖̜̍̃͐t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂ f̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿ i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣt̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊ a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍l͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨl͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨ

t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊u̟͎̲͕̼̳͉̲ͮͫͭ̋ͭ͛ͣ̈g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿h͚̖̜̍̃͐ c͔ͣͦ́́͂ͅl͕͖͉̭̰ͬ̍ͤ͆̊ͨa̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚s̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ f̳͉̼͉̙͔͈̂̉o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊r̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆ t̘̟̼̉̈́͐͋͌̊h͚̖̜̍̃͐i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣs̪̭̱̼̼̉̈́ͪ͋̽̚ d̥̝̮͙͈͂̐̇ͮ̏̔̀̚ͅr̼̯̤̈ͭ̃ͨ̆a̘̫͈̭͌͛͌̇̇̍w̠̘̗͖̮̥ͣ̽ͫ͂i̞̟̫̺ͭ̒ͭͣn͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊g͎͚̥͎͔͕ͥ̿.)

︶✿︶︶︶๑︶︶︶︶✺ ꕤ｡･ﾟ︶︶︶︶• •

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❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

︶✿︶︶︶๑︶︶︶︶✺ ꕤ｡･ﾟ︶︶︶︶• •

-E̮̟͈̣̖̰̩̹͈̾ͨ̑͑n͉̠̙͉̗̺̋̋̔ͧ̊J͇̗̲̞̪̹̝̫̞ͬ͐̀ͧ̿o͎̜̓̇ͫ̉͊ͨ͊y͉̝͖̻̯ͮ̒̂ͮ͋ͫͨ!

Get a call on a random afternoon

I pick it up and I see that it’s you

Like my heart, you were breaking the news

You said it’s over, it’s over, it’s over

❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

︶✿︶︶︶๑︶︶︶︶✺ ꕤ｡･ﾟ︶︶︶︶• •

Heading out, ‘cause I’m outta my mind

All my friends are gonna see me tonight

Staying here, ‘til the sun start’s to rise

And I’m, I’m gonna, I’m gonna, I’m gonna

❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

︶✿︶︶︶๑︶︶︶︶✺ ꕤ｡･ﾟ︶︶︶︶• •

Dance hard, laugh more

Turn the music up now

Party like a rock star

Can I get a what now?

I swear I'll do

Anything that I have to

’Til I forget about you.

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Apps Used: VSCO

-Album: Big Time Rush

-Song: Til I Forget About You

-Band: Big Time Rush

︶✿︶︶︶๑︶︶︶︶✺ ꕤ｡･ﾟ︶︶︶︶• •

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❝❞ ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶• •

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✎ Introduction

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·⊱ Welcome ⊰·

Soo...I attempted to do another Jacksepticeye edit.

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Apps Used: Pics Art

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-EnJoy!

Working on a couple of projects, (two) that I think you’ll guys be really proud of.

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Thanks, it made me feel a lot better.

Hey, man, schools ending for me and report cards come out soon any advice or something positive? My grades are terrible as of the moment and I just need something to cheer me up, I keep beating myself up about it? Sorry, if this seems like wanting attention or something, I don’t, I just need something to cheer me up, it can be anything.

Hey dude!

I was ALWAYS so nervous about report card "season" because it was never what I was expecting. I worked my ass off, for it to almost go unnoticed.

If you're in the same boat, I recommend finding peace in the fact that you did your all, and sometimes things just dont go your way. It's a pain in the ass to get your heart broken by shit you can't really control, but if you can't control, that's where the problem ends.

I hope you get what you're looking for, and if not, I hope you know you did your all. :)

I love it! Especially, with the music in the background on how it keeps going up and up and up along with the events but somehow feeling like it’s going back in time at the same time, kinda like a memory slideshow, just with the piano in the background and how well it fitted with everything I just *chef’s kiss.*

I finally got my hands on Adobe Premiere and made an Anti edit. Enjoy!

Icon Edit 🌟.

Dude, I was fooling around with the settings and I accidentally deleted my account 😫 I mean I remade one but I’m gonna go and cry now.

Oh noooo!!! 😭