Sjm Has A Wing Kink

bro just bc annabeth is white in the books and Leah isn't doesn't give you the right to bully her for it. that child has feelings goddammit.

It’s so beautiful I wish they would’ve gotten together

disclaimer (actually, more of a dont expect me to give a fuck notice)

im not supposed to be right all the time so im not gonna spend time trying to justify what i say or what i do since y'all not my bosses/ colleges/ classmates/ teachers therefore what you think of me doesnt matter. omigosh i sound so teenage angsty what? no im nice but im also mean if that makes any sense (no it does not, im aware). will post deep thoughts/ justifications if i feel like it. its social media im not supposed to do stuff i dont want unless people i know actually follow me. bye felicia have a nice life

john green on tumblr appreciation post

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ACOTAR TV adaptation and Ron Moore of Outlander is involved in the project....

Also, you know what that means....

The new influx of Feylin fans:

If my friends end up watching it, how am I to explain that they should not keep their hopes up for Feylin without spoiling it😅🤣

So who was gonna remind me that Rowan Whitethorn was also chained head to toe in iron at one point in his life and would therefore understand every bit of pain Aelin was in while trapped with Maeve. 🥲

“I was captured once. While on a campaign in the east, in a kingdom that doesn’t exist anymore. They had me shackled head to toe in iron to keep me from choking the air out of their lungs.” -Rowan, Heir of Fire (page 175)

this. this is why sjm is superior

that part in acowar where feyre Finally gets to come home and she hears rhys’ voice and when she turns and sees him her face crumples and she falls to the ground sobbing- yes i cried then too.

she had to ask to sever their bond through the bargain, hear rhys’ roar of anguish, see him get dragged out snarling and scratching, see her friends- her Family- on the verge of death, see her sisters be turned into the beings they always feared in the most traumatizing way possible AND THEN LEAVE. she had to look tamlin in the face and smile at him, be close to him, go to his house with him. she couldn’t even Truly let herself miss and mourn the (temporary) loss of her family, her mate, her Home, for fear that the scent of it might reach the wrong people. she had to put all those feelings away and FIGHT. and then she had to fight her way back home on foot.

when she sees cassian and azriel (when they save her and lucien) she bursts into tears FROM SEEING THEM ALIVE, from seeing them okay. and then the reunion she had with cassian was so sweet, when she was flying with him and he says “hello, feyre” and then she just fiercely hugs him and cass murmurs ‘i missed you too’ softly, my heart MY HEART. and then when she RUNS to morrigan (sob)

so when she finally sees rhys, it’s like FINALLY, finally REALLY arriving home. she is Finally safe to let go of her her mask and just Mourn. she is home but she hasn’t mourned the loss she previously suffered. so when she finally sees him, is finally safe, she sobs.

AND THE WAY RHYS GOES TO HER (sob). the way he gently pulls her hands away from her face and wipes her tears away, looks into her eyes silently giving her that reassurance of, Yes, you are HOME, you can let go now. and then his murmured “my love,” as he kisses her gently- UGH I CANNOT TAKE IT

(foaming at the mouth)

this kind of Soft scenes, emotional scenes, scenes where rhys LITERALLY bursts into tears from how much he loves feyre, those are the scenes that Really get me, more than the smut.

His throat bobbed. “I missed you. Every second, every breath. Not just this,” he said, shifting his hips for emphasis and dragging a groan from deep in my throat, “but… talking to you. Laughing with you. I missed having you in my bed, but I missed having you as my friend even more.”

and you just know he MEANS IT TOO

maybe it’s my toxic issues but i absolutely loved rhys when he was the bad boy villain (im only slightly ashamed to say he was incredibly hot even then- but not really because from day 1 i knew tam was garbage and there was much more to rhys than he let on- but that’s a story for another day) . anyway while he was super hot even as the villain, I just absolutely melt for the soft boy baby illyrian he actually is inside <3

i have a love hate relationship with hate posts on tumblr

to quench my desire for ms yarros to release onyx storm from jail (read: the warehouses) here's everything my grubby little fingers have gathered about the book:

(trust me im experienced. i had to go through the hellhole that was waiting for sarah j maas and cassandra clare to release THEIR books after MORE THAN a year) (i still havent gotten kit and ty's book...) (it's been 6 years ms cassandra...) (and WHEN am i getting my bbg az's book???)

guys calm down. xaden and violet are end game. there have been like twenty confirmations from rebecca, we are safe (my favorite quote was when she was like "r u asking me if xaden is another tamlin")

violet "has one goal and doesnt care what stands in her way" - we will be seeing lots of badass violet and im here for it

vibe of onyx storm is so it goes + who's afraid of little old me (who is this DIVA 💜)

halden (crown prince, my boi aaric's brother) probably had a thing with violet/ will have a role in onyx storm. (RY's response to whether or not violet dated halden was "i think you should read the third book")

violets second signet is obvious ("it's in there alot" + our theories have been correct + we will be underwhelmed) (guys she's a truthsayer FIGHT ME.) (there's SO MANY CLUES. "ask the right questions" "lying is easy, except when it come to violet" "nothing is more dangerous than a truth slayer" yada yada)

xaden is NOT unbonded from sgaeyl, our queen is just REALLY REALLY PISSED (this MAY refute the naolin's still alive theory, but there was another instance where she was asked if dragons can CHOOSE to unbond a rider and RY was like 😗😋🥰)

papa sorrengail is dead dead. verbatim confirmation.

this is small & we already know this, but violet's hair will come up in the later books (mysterious disapearing silver haired venin???)

anyways i will go feral when onyx storm comes out. you guys dont get fourth wing like i get fourth wing. (ugh my tiktok scraps of the london interview/the french??? interview/the random snippets ARE. NOT. ENOUGH.)

also babes do we have a ship name for xaden and violet???

honestly at this point i no longer use hashtags that get my posts seen yk. like this is my personal rant space, the point is not the amount of people that sees my post. it's for me.