BSD 120.5 SPOILERS

見ざる | 聞かざる | 言わざる see no evil | hear no evil | speak no evil i finished this a while ago and then forgot to post it (￣-￣|||)

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

i recently hit 500 followers so what better way to celebrate than thirsting over chuuya? i've been having A Time lately but your kind comments mean the world to me ♡

some of my 1 hour daily photograph studies!!

photograph studies are boring so i turned them into skk YAY :3c (pls click for full view and better quality)

Port Mafia Boss

Offering you all Ranpo in pretty dress

Day 5: Serial killers "You can't get away"

Poor Dazai...

redraw of my old fem soukoku art

the meursault dance scene but with dead apple skk (cause I randomly felt like drawing both things