BRO JUST REALIZED MINE IS COMING UP MAY 17 LETS GOOOO
Next month is my k/j anniversary š
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Oh so when astarion kills people in order to ascend to a more powerful form, jaheira is skeptical but allows it. But when I, the spawn of Bhaal-
what if we kissed.... and we were both harpers....... birthday present to myself <3
Iām choosing to believe that Minsc doesnāt mention him because he knows itās a sore spot for Jaheria and/or he doesnāt want to bring him up if Jaheria hasnāt.
this feels like a safe place to post here now..the only patch fix I'M concerned about. when khalid was failed to be mentioned here i had to laugh...im addicted to the pain
NOT THE LIGHTBULB LMAOOO
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Theyāre so mean š why are they so mean? š
Something I think about is Khalidās mother
Because in the first game in Khalidās background she is not mentioned at all, and in siege of dragonspear she is mentioned as ānot thinking much of himā but to a lesser extent than his father did who we all agree was a POS
1. What was she like?
like her life probably sucked a lot.
She was an elven concubine in a country that is pretty much devoid of any other elves, and so she was seen as exotic, which is probably why Khalidās father had her as a concubine in the first place.
She would always be below his actual wife and I wonāt get into all of the horrible things that couldāve happened to her prior or during this time
And then on top of everything, she has a illegitimate kid with the dude!
I doubt Khalidās father or his wife (mother of Khalidās half brothers) was particularly interested in raising him, so it was probably all on her.
So now on top of her life already probably sucking, she has this kid in a world that is guaranteed to be hostile towards him because he is considered lower by default.
Thereās no way she could protect him from that even if she did try.
Maybe there was a combination of resentment of having another thing on her plate to take care of but also guilt about having this kid that she feels is guaranteed to have a miserable life
2. Was their relationship purely indifference and neglect or was there some love?
Is it possible that she walled herself off from him so that when he was inevitably hurt it didnāt hurt her as much? Like self protection so she only had to feel her own hurt
Were there good moments? Where she would protect him or comfort him in ways she felt she could?
Maybe she held some hope that because his father was of the merchant class Khalid would get further than she could only to have those hopes crushed within her lifetime
3. How does Khalid feel about her?
Maybe he is a bit overly forgiving of her actions because of he knows her circumstances (Which probably annoys Jaheira lol)
Maybe thereās some resentment for not being the mother he needed but he feels guilty about having those feelings
Maybe she just fades into the background of his childhood
Thereās so many possibilities because we know nothing about her so we get to fill in the blanks!
This is canon in my mind :)
Just realized I never posted this drawing I did of Jaheira and Khalid but like haha omg what if Khalid didn't die and they got to grow old together hahahahahhahha im gonna go cry now