you aren't a bad person.
it's okay to let your feelings out, but do so responsibly. there is always at least someone who will let you use them as a support system. there is always at least one healthy coping mechanism that will work for you.
take a deep breath, smell the flowers. focus on the environment around you. listen to the sounds of the outside. clench all of your muscles and slowly, one by one, let the tension go. light a few candles, or sage. pray, if your belief system includes it.
listen to reiki, asmr, or guided meditation. listen to music, no matter the genre. write out your feelings, even if it's a first draft. watch something you love; hell, do something you love. distract yourself from the feelings of guilt, anger, and anguish.
of course, you can't always run away from it. that's fine. leave it for now, and come back to it later in a healthier mindset. sleep on it. forget it in the moment.
( anti-endogenics are able to interact with this post. self-care is for everyone. )
oh my god finally im done with that fucking intro post. its so late at night. also happy birthday to our mom. we watched migration and honestly im surprised illumination can make a good movie that isnt the mario movie
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Persa-Attention Seeking — A persa-id(link) term for when one is comfortable referring to themself as an attention seeker or attention seeking, but not comfortable with others referring to them as an attention seeker or attention seeking.
Coined with pwHPD in mind but can be used by anyone.
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Flag colors lifted directly from the attention-seeker reclamation flag(link).
Persa-ID coined by @sylviestial. Flag IDs based on the ones by @redacted-coiner. Coining requested by Anon(link).
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When the dissociative identity disorder starts dissociating my identity
groups and shit uh. you don't have to sort it ALL out like this, but i like doing it this way.
obviously i can't put all the examples there because of the godforsaken image limit BUT. you get the gist right.
LOOOOOOOONG simply plural stuff below.
we're kinda renovating our simply plural and figured heyyyy why not share our format to the public. because it's COOL.
click the cut below to uhhh see all that shit
our profile, and system member format, unfilled. enable markdown obviously. this is only part 1. but here are the symbols and formats we use. copy paste on browser because mobile SUCKS.
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ノ (japanese katakana "no" syllable, i personally use this instead of / purely for aesthetic appeal. use what you like)
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— (em dash, available on most/all mobile keyboards)
¹ ² ³ ⁴ ⁵ ⁶ ⁷ ⁸ ⁹ ⁰ (exponents, also available on most/all mobile keyboards)
 are white, mesosex, and collectively queer + oriented aroace & genderqueer. also seventeen years old, so mdni blogs please don't interact for your own sakes. however, we are turning eighteen in june (2025).
we are also taken, so please don't flirt with us romantically!!
we're medically diagnosed and/or recognized for: autism, adhd, anxiety, major depressive disorder, (c)ptsd, disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (a precursor to bipolar in most cases), unspecified dissociative disorder, and mild asthma. we also suspect to have idiopathic hypersomnia, dpdr, bpd, hpd, and some narcissistic traits — all with extensive research.
in short, we're fucked.
the part who will front the most & post the most is nec. i'm also the one writing this right now. although, i'm looking for different names for myself. i use shi/hir, vei/vein, and hy/hymn pronouns. i'm a gender non-conforming boygirl, as well as aroacespec and a bi-abro lesbian. and objectum and fictorose, just to add more to the fire.
i'm the one who has the out-system boyfriend... and the one who takes the brunt of our disorders. thanks chat
i'm very autistic about my interests! i love things such as: psychonauts (special interest of 3 years), dandy's world, vocaloid (including utsu-p, pinocchio-p, and the post-traumatic manifesto) (the latter being the theme of this account!), object shows, roblox, pokémon, and more! chances are if you've heard of something somewhat popular yet niche, i've been in the fandom or at least heard of it. share me your playlists! i love playlists, and have around 30+.
however, there are things i don't like. obviously. everyone has dislikes or even hate for things.
fans of vivziepop, dream smp, necrojimbo/analbonez, true crime community, alfred's playhouse, the coffin of andy and leyley, and hoyoverse content are on thin ice. all of these creators have absolutely been shown to be bad or at least questionable people in the past and present, and i'd rather fans of them remain wary. and the true crime community is just weird. there are families of murder victims out there on the internet seeing that shit, come on now. it's just immature and sickening.
and for people i don't want to interact at all,
i don't want these groups to interact with my posts or blog at all: zionists, darkshippers, pro contact for illegal paraphilias, radqueers, anti non-traumagenic systems, and anti-inclus. anti-inclus for me includes terfs (and by extension, radical feminists. y'all's ideology is full of bigotry whether you like it or not), and people who are against contradictory or "weird" labels. my blog is not for you! i will block you if i see you in my notifications. as someone who is queer, not fully traumagenic, a victim of countless horrible things, & more, i don't feel safe around you guys.
now uh. have fun don't die 🔥 here is my umm. dni banner too
question why the fuck does nobody ever headcanon madeleine cookie as a trans woman. or even transfem. that is a transfem FAGGOT if i've ever seen one.
sincerely, someone who has barely ever been in the cookie run fandom since i fell out in 2021. i've always been a transfem madeleine truther because that is a beautiful GORGEOUS npd-having herbo
Guys I found the only good thing on Facebook.
💌 and 💐 for the plural ask game? :3c
HELL YEAH BRO 🔥🔥 sorry guys that is an OOMFIE!
ask game answer under da cutttt
💌 "are there distinctions between headmates' handwriting? if so, who had the worst handwriting? and who has the best?"
a: there's not really much, if any of a distinction between us. though, i seem to always be just a little bit sloppier sometimes.
💐 "are there any headmates that can do something in real life that the rest can't?"
a: well we can all sing in this body because of us being a choir kid so that's out of the question.. honestly i have no clue. although i am the only one with a bad sense of smell. they're all decent or just better than me. fuck them and their noses
( @confettisketty to let you know i've answered! )
shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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