um. very big rant about how much i love tptm incoming. i am crying while making this
oh my god. i cant believe tptm is over. ive been in the fandom since a while before calibre girl dropped (specifically i think i remember the splitter girl reupload being a little new), and its been an amazing ride. ive been there for the premiere of every song since.
to towne, jayce, and caligi, as well as everyone else who has worked with the team and supported them on patreon — thank you. thank you for all the work youve put into this album for the past two years. my friend, my boyfriend, and i all connect with several tptm songs on a personal level, which is what you wanted in the first place. for someone to be seen, and to feel valued and to know that their issues are not something only they experience. and for giving them all a happy ending... i love it. i cant believe its all over now, and itll only go up from here.
all of the girls' entries are updated. theyre no longer static, stuck in time. the story you 3 have created is something that speaks to me. hell, i relate to several — disposable/jordyn, splitter/tahira, chocobox/morgan, taxidermy/mayra, and refraction/nataana. i even got tahira on my quiz results. and xiomaras dropped last night, the same day that: the final tf2 comic was released, and the night i had my sleep study. i watched the music video while getting hooked up to all sorts of nodes and wires. i streamed the song this morning while i was in the shower, trying to get all of the paste out of my hair whilst doing my best to sing along. yesterday was a special day for me. and i thank you all for that.
i cant even begin to explain how seen i felt by this series. i cant even explain how much i love it. im so glad my friend got me into it. i just want to ramble on and on and on, but id be wasting time.
long story short; thank you. thank you to the team and everyone who supported them. this album means to much to me.
REBLOG IF YOU LOVE YOUR HEADMATES!!!!
[Image ID: a digital drawing of Kai Satou from Your Turn To Die with a light blue background. He is standing while holding different kitchen utensils behind his back. All colors are muted to match the background. /.End ID]
my wife.....
I wish that so much of the system/did/plural content wasn’t so discourse oriented. It’s so fucking frustrating because we already feel alienated due to having this disorder, we don’t want to feel MORE alienated for.. HAVING THIS DISORDER?!?!
I can barely interact with traumagenic communities because they always make it the most toxic of comments/opinion pieces on SOMEONE ELSE’S plurality rather than discussing what it is like for them.
I feel safer in endogenic communities, but then I don’t relate at all and can’t feel any connections to that experience.
I’m so tired of useless discourse that doesn’t contribute to progress. I’m tired of people who devote their energy, time, and effort into being ugly and vicious to anyone around them. I’m fucking tired of it.
Wake up call to the system community:
These labels don’t fucking matter. They aren’t a real world problem, and they aren’t going to contribute to the world. You will always been seen as a “weirdo” who is “mentally ill and cant function properly in society” by people who don’t experience this.
No, people will not pat you on the back for fighting this fabricated war against one another. No, you will not gain anything from being violent towards other people.
You just have to sit, years down the line, realizing how fucking pointless your discourse really was. It happened in ace discourse, it happened in trans discourse, and it will happen to this stupid shit.
But go on. Go ahead and make an account just to debate and debunk someone else’s identity. I’m sure you are gonna go so far with it and gain so much validation through bullying others.
-🌹🌿
[PT: Radqueers and anti-endos do not interact!]
question why the fuck does nobody ever headcanon madeleine cookie as a trans woman. or even transfem. that is a transfem FAGGOT if i've ever seen one.
sincerely, someone who has barely ever been in the cookie run fandom since i fell out in 2021. i've always been a transfem madeleine truther because that is a beautiful GORGEOUS npd-having herbo
I'd rather hangout with the straight boyfriend than the queer cop who insists they're one of the "good ones" while harassing people of color
I'd rather hangout with the straight palestinian grandma than the queer zionist who keeps insisting that the death of palestinians is the one way ticket to queer liberation
I'd rather hangout with the leather dyke who is a mspec gaybian and uses paw/pawself pronouns than the puritan who makes "callout posts" clearly targeting disabled queer artists
I used to follow genderqueerdykes years ago before the whole .. "transandrophobia" thing reached its current peak as discourse on this site.
I considered myself uneducated. It isn't my place, I'd say. I was afab. I'm white. How dare I speak this way about it. Who claimed to be a mixed black trans lesbian. No more.
I once considered it somebody who knew more about gender. About orientation. About the punk scene. Somebody who could teach me, a confused traumatized college drop out, how to accept myself. I was in it's server. I admit this.
This is a front Equinox puts up to morally grandstand over those it squeezes money out of.
So here is my repentance for having ever considered it anything but a grifter and a fraud.
I've archived on my blog the accusations against Equinox.
This post will be updated as necessary. My intention is to dedicate this post as a collection of information related to Equinox. Please note it uses "it/its" pronouns as of the writing of this post.
hey pro-endo plurals, stop thinking about hate posts for a sec and let’s do a brain exercise. think about. a seagull.
yeah :)
sketty i was going to send this to you only to find out that you requested for it. thats so based. also this stimboard is peak
Yes Man from Fallout New Vegas stimboard with tech and radiation themes for @confettisketty !
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➜ New Item !!
Angry Sensitive Flag ﹏ a flag for those who are sensitive in the angry sense. can be used in any way user sees fit. RADQUEERS DO NOT USE
[PT: Angry sensitive flag : a flag for those a flag for those who are sensitive in the angry sense. can be used in any way user sees fit. Radqueers do no use. /End PT]
Notes : this was made because i see a lot of sensitive flags but most of them didnt fit me. i have mood swings so my sensitivity is more on the anger side. i wanted to see some love for those like me who are easily angered by small things
Tagging: @radiomogai , @nqvo , @smilepilled
Guys I found the only good thing on Facebook.
shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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