I Cant Think Abt Elektra & Orestes Being Twins For Too Long Or Ill Fr Start Crying. Like The Thought

when ethel cain said, “i’m not scared of god, i’m scared he was gone all along,” and, “god loves you, but not enough to save you, so baby girl, good luck taking care of yourself,” and, “we’ve been cursed since the start, jesus didn’t want us,” and, “i’d hold the gun if you asked me to, but if you love me like you say you do would you ask me to?” and, “where you told me even if we died tonight that i'd die yours, so i died there under you, every night, all night,” and “do you just want my blood? am i just that damn hard to love?” and, “i tried to be good, am i no good?” and, “i just wanted to be yours, can i be yours?” and, “i feel so alone out here,” and, “i can’t let go when something’s broken, it’s all i know, and it’s all i want to know.”

florence

PLEASE WHEN I GOT OUT OF SCHOOL AT 2:40 PM I OPEN MY TUMBLR AND ALL I SEE IS CAPSLOCK AND CRYING AND !!!!!!!!! AND RORI SELF REBLOGS AND YOU & HELLA. I NEED WARNINGS IF YOURE GONNA SEND MY MUTUAL (AND DASH) INTO A SPIRAL

thank you for your considerations,

Jayme Ghoultaffy

P.S. slash lighthearted

my apologies. next time I’ll try and give warnings when I decide to go publicly insane over ethel cain because it WILL happen again

remember when u opened ur inbox for the first time ever and within minutes i just sent ‘[redacted tbos character] dies’ and you weren’t allowed to tell anyone. bc that was so funny of me actually

remember when I made strangers an akutagawa song. wasn’t that funny

when ur talking abt headcanons w/ ur friend and they start typing for a really long time

GET OUT OF THE ITAFUSHI TAG

SHUT UP LEAVE ME ALONE

Electra drives me insane she's really like. This family tree is rotten and so I am rotten but the rot will end with me. And yes the father that lives in my memory is a fantasy and a stranger to the man that really lived but he's dead and every memory of the dead is a fantasy. And yes my father did horrible things but he did those things because he had to, I have to believe he did them because he had to. And maybe if he had lived, he would have loved me and I am so starved of love that I will beg for it from the graves of dead men. Yes this woman gave birth to me and shaped me into the wretched form I am today. No she is not my mother. Yes I hate her. No I can't remember a time when she didn't hate me. Yes I am desperate for her to love me. No I would rather die than do something to earn her love. No I am nothing like her. Yes I look into the mirror and see my mother, and I hate her, so I hate me. Yes I believe my brother remembers and loves me and will come and save me. No I don't know what he looks like or if he's still alive. Yes I love my brother unconditionally. No I don't really know my brother. Yes I know my brother intrinsically because he is the other half of my soul. No I don't believe he's coming. Yes I love him anyway because I am destined to love men who leave me behind in this house. This house that has been built on the bones of my murdered family, killed by my family, and their blood has poisoned the roots. Yes this house is my home. Yes this house hates me, and what does it mean when your home is also your prison? Yes I want to leave this house. No I will never leave this house. Yes this house has always been haunted. I am the thing that is haunting this house.

aiaia send me screenshots of hella's tbos posts she's blocked me for no reason cause she hates lesbians

WHAT