- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.
- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.
- “I shouldn’t have done that”
- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly
- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.
- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating
- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy
- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*
- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it
- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”
- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't
- body dysmorphia
- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed
how does it feel to be an active tumblr user in 2021
it feels like im mentally ill
Idk abt this tbh
I just had a panic attack from watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs....
Rly tired of not knowing what to do
I miss you
entire ed community. prove me wrong
Reblog the pumpkin king and you’ll lose 5 pounds this week
(just do it)
Recently, I’ve been thinking about different tells I have that like if people knew people catch on like I’m done for 💀💀💀
On a totally unrelated note: there’s nothing quite like mint gum after a cute little eat and yeet session 🥰
I am: sad