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Same here with the Yoongi bias 💜

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i`m mostly doing this for myself because i need a place to save the good fanfics i´m reading

you can also search for kth, myg, jjk, knj, jhs, pjm or ksj to find the fics i reblogged for each member and #❤️ for my favorite fics

not a solo stan, but my ult bias is yoongi so i mostly read and rec yoongi fics

this blog is like 70% bts but i will also rec some ateez fics (mostly seonghwa)

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boyfriend drabbles (pt.16)

pairing: jungkook x reader

summary: the one where you can’t sleep, but jungkook is there to soothe you

word count: 500+

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You’re tossing and turning beside Jungkook restlessly, your boyfriend fast asleep, soft snores coming from his mouth.

It’s 4am in the morning and you’ve taken every sort of substance possible to make you fall asleep, from a warm glass of milk to melatonin, somehow your body is wide awake.

You don’t dare to wake Jungkook up, he was clearly exhausted from a long day of rehearsals, boxing lessons, and his two hour long live with army at the end of the day.

But you’re so desperate to fall asleep, even though you had no schedule planned for tomorrow, it was exhausting having to lay in bed for almost four hours already and not yet being asleep.

“Sorry Bam,” You step over the dog’s sleeping body, envying how even the animal can sleep so well while you’re the only one wide awake.

You decide to try out the last idea you had, playing sleep music.

As you reach over to your laptop at the far end of the desk, you accidentally knock over Jungkook’s mini speaker on the edge of the table.

BAAM.

Oh, shit.

The dog that was once sleeping peacefully on the floor jerks awake, standing up immediately and searching for the loud sound.

“Bam, it’s okay, shhh,” You try to calm the startled dog.

“Jagi-ah?” There's a hoarse, low voice coming from your bed, it’s Jungkook, who’s now wide awake.

“It’s okay, I just dropped something, go back to sleep,” You wave off his concern, but your boyfriend has other plans.

“Are you hurt?” Jungkook walks to you, hair messy as he grabs your hands, inspecting them.

“No baby, it’s okay,” You chuckle at his concern, finding it cute that he immediately checked up on you.

“Why are you awake anyways, I was all alone in the bed,”

Jungkook whines, wrapping his arms around your figure as he sniffs the top of your head, a habit he often had when hugging you.

“Couldn’t sleep,” You mumble against his chest, Jungkook pulls away from you and stares at you with a frown on his face.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Didn’t want to wake you up, you had a long day,” You cup his cheeks, smiling fondly at your boyfriend.

“It’s fine if you wake me up, you know that,” Jungkook scolds you, “I’ll end up sleeping with you again anyways,”

“Okay sorry sorry, let’s go to bed now then,” You roll your eyes at his nagging tone

Jungkook suddenly picks you up, tossing you on the bed as you let out a squeal.

“Yah! You can’t do things like that! I got a shock!” You whine, but soon your boyfriend is hovering above you, peppering you with kisses as you giggle under him.

“Oof,” Jungkook’s muscular and heavy body plops on top of you as you groan.

“How are we suppose to sleep like this,” You’re whining under him as he laughs, finally getting off you.

“Come here and cuddle me,” Jungkook pulls your figure to snuggle against his chest, you sigh in content.

“Love you Jagi,” Jungkook whispers against your head as his hands rub your back, soothing you to sleep.

“Love you too,” You mumble out, falling fast asleep in his arms.

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your starlight

tldr. when you moved into your new apartment, your neighbor gave you his number and said to call anytime. what better "anytime" than 3am during a thunderstorm, right?

♫ song insp. forever star - zhang yi hao 

❤ pairing. jungkook x f. reader

☁ genre. comfort and sweetness. do i write anything else lol

➷ warnings. drinking and cursing

✎ word count. 1522

彡 note. hope you all have been well. please enjoy!

It’s three in the morning and another crack of thunder makes you whimper, pulling the covers over your head in hopes that the plush down comforter will do something to drown out the sounds of the storm raging outside your bedroom window. You know it’s silly, you’re a grown adult after all. But thunderstorms have always scared you, and this is only your first week in your new apartment alone.

If you were back in your dorm with your roommate, it’d be another story. Ali was always so good and understanding. She’d have sat up with you, rubbed a manicured hand across your tense shoulder blades, fixed you tea, put on your favorite movie to watch together. But university was a thing of the past. You were on your own now, and there was no one here to comfort you or chase away the thunder with soft touches.

Another loud boom of thunder an you reach for your phone on your nightstand. You don’t know anyone in this area to call except for one person; your neighbor probably peacefully sleeping just on the wall behind you. You take a deep breath, feeling suddenly very self-conscious. He had said on the day you’d moved in that you were welcome to call him any time, day or night. You’d smiled politely, accepting his number and thanking him with a smile. It’d probably been a formality. He’d simply been neighborly and that was all. Surely he didn’t truly mean you were allowed to call him any time day or night. Surely he wouldn’t appreciate a phone call from his scaredycat neighbor who couldn’t even get through a thunderstorm, right?

A flash of lightening, and before you knew it, you were pressing his name on your screen: JEON JUNGKOOK. 

As it rang, images of his soft brown hair and big brown eyes flashed through your head. He’d just come in from working out when he’d stopped you on the stairs to help you carry the box you were struggling with. He’d been wearing an oversized black t-shirt and smelled of sweat and soap and his brown hair had stuck to his forehead and curled damply along the nape of his neck. You’d had butterflies from first glance. And when his front teeth had rested boyishly on his plush bottom lip, you’d been a goner. 

“Hello?” A voice sounds on the other end, far too chipper for 3am.

“Um, hi. Jungkook? This is Y/N.”

“Hiii!” He drawls, the recognition clear in his voice. “What’s up?”

Okay, waaay too chipper for 3am.

“This is embarrassing.”

“What is it, Y/N?” His voice suddenly grows serious, “Is everything okay?”

“Yeah, yeah. Everything’s fine, I suppose. I just…I am having a hard time with the storm.”

“Oh. Is it the thunder?”

“Yeah. I know, embarrassing, right. What kind of grown…”

“No, no!” He is quick to interrupt, “One of my friends is the same way. It’s fine, Y/N. Do you want me to come over?”

“I didn’t wake you up, did I?”

“Nah, my sleep schedule is all kinds of fucked. I usually don’t hit the hay until at least four. I can be over in five minutes. You got whiskey?”

You blink. “Jungkook. I just moved in a few days ago. I barely have Cheerios.”

“Right,” Jungkook chuckles, “Alright, I’ll bring the whiskey. See you in a minute, Y/N.”

You hang up, and mortifyingly realize that you are in your pajamas and Jungkook will be here in just a few short minutes. Flying out of bed, you give yourself a once-over in your dresser mirror. Your pastel donut nightshirt glares back at you, mockingly. As if on cue, there is a soft knock on your front door. Well, donuts will have to do, you suppose. You rake a hand through your untamed, sleep-mussed mane before hurrying to the door to answer.

Jungkook stands on the other side, a soft oversized grey shirts hangs off his frame. His dark curls are prominent and full and his eyes don’t contain a single drop of sleep. There’s a glass bottle of an amber-colored liquid in his hand.

“Hi-ya,” he says happily, lifting the whiskey bottle a little, “I come bearing gifts.”

You open the door wider and allow him to step inside.

“I am so sorry about this,” You cringe, leading him towards the kitchen where your cardboard boxes marked DRINKWARE sit in a maze on the floor. “About the mess an about calling you at 3am.”

“Hey, it’s no problem, Y/N. Like I said, my sleep schedule is fucked. I was just sitting up watching some YouTube videos. You’ll be much better company.”

You smile, unwrapping two glasses from their newspaper protection, and pass them to him. He pours two drinks and slides on to you. You take a sip. You were never much for whiskey, but whatever it Jungkook’s brought over goes down smooth and sweet and rich and warm. 

“Would you be okay with sitting with me a minute?” You ask.

“Of course.”

Jungkook grabs the bottle and the two of you head to your couch. You sit cross-legged across from him on the couch, tugging the donut shirt down in between your legs for some semblance of modesty. Jungkook takes another sip of whiskey.

Another clap of thunder makes you jolt and Jungkook t’sks. “C’mere,” he says, opening his arm slightly, offering you a safe spot to tuck into. You pause, wondering if you really should. But a flash of lightening answers that for you, and you find yourself pressed into his side. He is warm and soft and his arm comes down to hold you gently against his side.

“It’s okay,” he whispers soothingly, a hand coming up to play with the curls at your back, “You’re okay, Y/N. It’s just a bit of thunder, nothing to be afraid of. I’m right here. I’ve got you.”

You relax into his side, breathing in the comforting scent of lavender laundry fabric softener.

“I am so embarrassed,” you say, trying to cover your face with your hands.

“Don’t be,” Jungkook implores, “My hyung will kill me for saying this, but he’s scared of thunder too. Can’t stand it. When it storms, he’s always gotta sleep in our hyung’s bed. And he’s almost thirty! You’re never too old to be scared of things.”

“What are you scared of, Jungkook?”

“Crowds.”

“How do you cope with that?” You ask curiously.

Jungkook giggles softly, “I sing.”

“What?” You sit up slightly.

“Yup! I’m a singer. I love performing, but that doesn’t mean I still don’t get shy in big crowds. But being up on stage helps, especially when I’m performing with my hyungs. It’s fine to be scared of stuff, Y/N. But it’s better to have someone at your side to comfort you.”

“I’m glad you’re here, Jungkook. Thank you. Thank you for coming over and for sitting with me tonight.”

“Of course, Y/N,” he continues running his fingertips through your curls, “We’re neighbors, I’ll always be here. I meant it when I said you could call me day or night. I’ll always be here to comfort you.” You melt as his words, feeling nothing but warmth and safety in his arms.

“What do you say we fix another drink and I pull up YouTube on the TV and you can show me what videos you were up watching tonight.”

“Okay but you can’t laugh at me.”

“I wouldn’t dream of it,” you say as he pours more whiskey into the glasses.

You hand him the remote and he winces as he pulls up SpongeBob Top Ten Funny Moments.

You can’t help the giggle that breaks through.

“Hey! You swore you wouldn’t laugh!”

“That was before you pulled up Spongebob, weirdo,” you poke a finger into his stomach and he flinches with a soft giggle. 

“Okay, you can laugh at my taste in YouTube videos, but I draw the line at tickling.”

“Fair enough.”

Jungkook starts up the video, leaning back against the couch and pulling you back under his embrace. You nestle into his side, letting the soft fabric of his t-shirt caress your cheek. Outside the thunder crashes and the lightening strikes, but you don’t pay the storm outside any mind. You know you’re safe in his arms and nothing can harm you. 

Tomorrow the sun will shine and everything will smell of petrichor and wet grass. You don’t know it yet, but Jungkook will invite you over for breakfast and you’ll sip OJ at his counter while he flips pancakes and tells you about himself and you’ll steal nibbles of fresh-cut strawberries as you tell him about you. Tomorrow night you’ll walk to the cafe down the street holding hands as if you’ve done so a thousand times before, and when you get whipped cream from your vanilla latte on your upper lip, he’ll wipe it away with a kiss as soft as snowflakes.

Tonight though, you lean into his side and think to yourself how this is the first night since moving in that this place has truly felt like home. 

I’m Sorry

An argument after attending an awards show together leads to Yoongi confessing how he really feels.

“You know what Y/N I can’t do this any more.”, Yoongi shouted before walking out slamming the door behind him. The two of you had just gotten back from an awards show, the first one that he had brought you along to. The night started off amazing. He looked so handsome in his suit and you were wearing a stunning floor length backless dress. Yoongi couldn’t take his eyes off of you. Unfortunately neither could anyone else which is what lead to the argument and ultimately him walking out.

Yoongi never considered himself to be the jealous type. Then he met you. He thought you were perfect in every way not just physically but emotionally and mentally. You never judged him. You were his rock and you were there for him when he needed you most, even when he couldn’t be there for you. Lately he felt like he was there for you less and less yet every time he needed you, there you were no questions asked. Every time he opened the front door to your shared apartment he prepared himself to find it empty with all your belongings gone and a note saying goodbye, but instead he always finds his dinner neatly stored away in the fridge and you laying in bed waiting for him with open arms. He’d always quickly get in bed to feel your warmth and comfort, always scared this will be the last time.

He was nervous about taking you to the award show. It’s not that he was embarrassed or anything. He just knew you’d be the star of the show and the more eyes on you the more of a chance someone would come along and steal your heart from him. He saw you interacting with all the other idols. Your face lighting up every time they introduced themselves. You were always more out going than him. He saw how they eyed you up and down. He felt his chest start to tighten and his mind racing. Suddenly all his insecurities came up. He wasn’t tall enough, he looked chubbier compared to everyone else, he didn’t have huge muscles, he was a workaholic who put his work before you more times than he could count. He wasn’t a good husband.

He kept an eye on you for the remainder of the show. Once in the car you kept telling him about how much fun you had and how you loved the whole experience. Yoongi remained silent, staring out of the window. “Baby what’s wrong?”, you asked reaching for his hand but he pulled away from you. He didn’t like this jealous feeling and he always tried to hide it from you. He didn’t know how to process it so he often turned to anger. You were hurt at his coldness, “Yoongles, did something happen?” He could only scoff, “You wouldn’t know any ways Y/N. You were too busy flirting with everyone else.”

The two do you had been together long enough for you to know how to handle him when he got like this but truth be told you were tired and just had a great and you weren’t in the mood for him to sour it. “Yoongi you know that’s not what I was doing at all. I was just talking. Everyone kept telling me how talented you were and I was bragging about you the whole time.” He just rolled his eyes still refusing to look at you. “Whatever, I’m not dealing with this right now.”, you mumbled crossing your arms.

The car pulled up in front of your building and the two of you got out. Normally Yoongi would open your door and hold your hand all the way back to your apartment. This time he stormed off leaving you to struggle getting out of the car in your dress. You had to run to catch up to him. The elevator ride up to your floor was silent. Once the bell dinged and doors opened Yoongi walked out and made his way out. He entered the code to the door and swung it open only to let it swing close behind him nearly shutting in your face. Okay that was it.

“Min Yoongi stop acting like a child! You know I had no intention to hurt you. Every time I even look in the direction of another guy you act like this. When are you going to finally trust me?”, you shouted. He just stopped and looked at you. “Say something Yoongi. I’m tired of you treating me like this”, you said. You instantly felt bad for being so harsh. You knew about his insecurities but you didn’t know how to fix them.

He stood there for a few minutes before walking to the front door. Following him you shouted, “You can’t always run away. We need to talk about this.” You thought you saw tears in his eyes but before you could get a better look he announced he was leaving and slammed the door.

You decided the get undressed and put on something comfier hoping that he would return soon as it was quite late. Thankfully he did walk through the door about an hour later. Quietly he changed out of his suit and walked out of the room. “Really Yoongi, you’re not even going to acknowledge me? We need to talk this over.”, you said following behind him. Suddenly he turned to face you, “What is there to talk about Y/N?” He started to walk away again but you quickly slid in front of him to stop his movements, “How about we start with why you get so upset like this? Even after all these years. You’ve been so cold to me and nearly slammed the door in my face. I think I should get some kind of an apology for that.”

He was clearly getting upset. “You know what Y/N I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I get so upset. I’m sorry that I don’t think I’m attractive enough or talented enough or affectionate enough for you. I’m sorry that I’m insecure that I’m not good enough for you. I’m sorry that I still worry every day that you’ll find someone better than me and leave. I’m sorry that I’m afraid to loose the best thing that ever happened to me.”, he said before storming off to the bedroom.

You never knew just how bad his insecurities were and you felt like you had some blame. When you opened the door you found him sitting on the edge of the bed crying into his hands. He looked defeated. You stood in front of him and wrapped his arms around your waist. He buried he face into your stomach. You could feel his tears soaking through your shirt. Tears started to form in your eyes.

“Yoongles I’m sorry that I got so upset with you tonight. But I’m more sorry that I haven’t made you feel loved enough and secure enough in this relationship to know that I’m not going any where. I’m going to work on that. I love you and I love every part of you. In my eyes no one else even comes close to you.”, you begin peppering him with kisses and praises until you could see a small smile.

After a little while he calmed down. You laid him back in bed and tucked him in. As soon as you started to climb in bed he immediately pulled you as close to him as he could and just squeezed you. “Yoongi I promise I’m not going anywhere.”, you said with a small giggle. “I know. I just want to make sure I can feel you here with me all night.”, he said. You quickly gave him a kiss before snuggling further into him making sure he knew he was loved.

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